The Stars Align

Pathological Liar.

I'm a pathological liar.
No, i won't lie to your face to make me a good thing. I will lie to both ours, but only for your good and satisfaction.
If i want to hurt you, i will tell you the ugly truth. But if i love you and i tell you i don't, it's just because you want to hear that. And I'll do it just to keep you satisfied, to still keep you nearby. To not loose you.
I will hide my pain just so you won't use it against me. Cause if you'd leave i would die. If you want me to not call you, I won't, because I love so deeply that when its time to let go, i just don't. I'd rather not talk to you for months and only call you on your birthday than to know i can't call you at all because you're not in my life anymore. If you don't want to see me and you tell me that, I'll do everything to avoid every place you're at. I will lie to me, to you, to everyone just to keep things the way they like it. As long as they are here, that's enough. Even when they live next street and they never call to hang out in years. If you want something out of me so you'd stay in my life, if i want you to stay i will do everything. Anything.
But if you want to let go, tell me. Please tell me. Enough of this torture, I'm human. Let me go if you truly want to, and for your own sake i will again do what you want me to, because i always did, do and will put you first if i love you like i love myself.