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ryan🍧: thank u brendon for this afternoon

brendon🍻: dont mention it baby

ryan🍧: brendon?

brendon🍻: yeah?

ryan🍧: im sorry

brendon🍻: dont be okay? its no big deal. friends fight

ryan🍧: i̶ t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶ i̶m̶ f̶a̶l̶l̶i̶n̶g̶ f̶o̶r̶ y̶o̶u̶ b̶r̶e̶n̶d̶o̶n̶. i̶m̶ s̶o̶r̶r̶y̶ f̶o̶r̶ t̶h̶a̶t̶ y̶o̶u̶ d̶o̶n̶'t̶ e̶v̶e̶n̶ u̶n̶d̶e̶r̶s̶t̶a̶n̶d̶.

ryan🍧: i hate fighting with you

brendon🍻: me too

ryan🍧: its only been 2 months ish but it feels like we've been friends forever

brendon🍻: it really does lmao

ryan🍧: i like u brendon

           -brendon 🍻 is typing-

ryan🍧: nvm

brendon🍻: ryan, dude. i never said anything to make you like me
brendon🍻: if anything, i've been a complete asshole. if you like me- just try and stop.
brendon🍻: i think you're tired, babe. you dont mean it.

ryan🍧: dude 3am or 3pm it doesn't matter. i like you dude. and i can't just stop. and like i hate it because you're not what i need

brendon🍻: ryan i don't do relationships. even if i had feelings for you

ryan🍧: so what has this all been for??
ryan🍧: a quick fuck and then you leave?

brendon🍻: yeah

ryan🍧: well thats cool

brendon🍻: no. its not.

ryan🍧: why? what made you even lead me on like this?
ryan🍧: did you wake up one morning and say to yourself
ryan🍧: "lets ruin ryan ross's life!1!"

brendon🍻: no!! of course not!!

ryan🍧: then what?!

brendon🍻: ian crawford bet me 100 bucks that i couldn't fuck the 'straightest' guy at school.
brendon🍻: and here we are...

ryan🍧: but you have been talking to me for weeks like we're best friends and now it means nothing.

brendon🍻: not nothing
brendon🍻: im just confused ryan. i had no idea you were into me dude. i thought you just wanted to fuck. mixed signals asf

ryan🍧: im gonna block you now. i can't handle your immature fuck boy tendencies.
ryan🍧: besides- you're losing 100 bucks why would i want a broke bitch as my bf??
ryan🍧: but before i go, know that you have been all i think of for weeks. you bringing me food, and face timing me after school this past month has been honestly amazing. i for sure thought i would never love a man. and i guess i was right. you're no man brendon. you're a little bitch boy who needs to grow up. you have made me feel wanted and special, but really? you're just toxic. you've made me the happiest i have been in a long time. i think i fell for you a little too. but it doesn't matter. goodbye.

brendon🍻: wait ryan!!

       !message failed to deliver!

brendon🍻: fuck you too, asshole

      !message failed to deliver!

brendon🍻: i never want to see you again.

      !message failed to deliver!

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