My head is spinning while my body is aching. Damn, it hurts so much. This is the worst feeling I've ever felt. I can't live with this. Why those scumbag shot me? Did they really want me to dead? Duh in their dreams. I have 9 lives. Oh it's 8 coz' I nearly died.
Charot.
I wanted to open my eyes but I can't. Parang may nakadagan sa mata ko at ayaw akong pamulatin. Or bulag na ako?
Hindi naman siguro? B-bulag? What the fuck bulag na ako? Darkness is all I can see, it's because my eyes are close. Bobo.
Nakiramdam ako sa paligid. I am in a hospital? Hindi naman amoy hospital eh. I can feel that someone's starring at me. I started to open my eyes. At first it's blurred until my sight is clear. I blinked and my forehead creased when I see the wall. This room is familiar, I've been here.
Hmm....
Ah! eh ih oh uh. This is Zach's room. Nilibot ko ang paningin ko to see the the people around me. Starring quietly.
I pressed my lips together and sighed heavily. I looked at Zach and raised my brow. Baka galit yan, napahamak ako dahil sa katangan ko. Namin pala.
"Where is my friends?" I whispered.
"Guest room." He answered while his eyes are now throwing daggers at me.
Tinignan naman niya ang mga kasama namin sa kwarto at parang alam na nila ang mangyayari dahil isa-isa silang umalis hanggang sa kaming dalawa nalang ang natira. Maingat naman akong umupo sa kama at isinandal ang ulo sa headboard. Hindi man lang ako tinulungan! Walang puso talaga 'tong walang hiya na 'to. Nanghihina parin naman ako.
"Let's start."
"A-anong let's start?" I stuttered.
"Why did you escape? And you planned it with your friends! Are you out of your mind? I was trying to keep you safe! Yet here you are, voluntarily sliding into dangers!" He said. Indignation is now visible in his eyes.
"Beacuse of your decision, you all are staying here for the meantime. And that's final." Napalingon na ako sa huling sinabi niya.
Hindi yun pwede. Ako lang naman ang may kasalanan dito kaya ako lang mananatili rito. Paano na yung mga kaibigan kong hilaw na may sariling mga trabaho sa manila?
"Mananatili ako rito kung yun ang gusto mo. Pero hindi ako papayag na pati sila Ana, mananatili rin dito. May sarili silang buhay doon. Nadamay lang sila dito, uh well, partly they agreed with me but ganon na rin yun. Uuwi silang manila. And that's final." I mocked his last word.
Akala mo ha, ikaw lang ba marunong? Ako din hoy! Wag ka.
"They already talked to their parents. And they'll staying here." He smirked.
"You brainwashed them! How dare you! Manggagamit ka!" I accused him.
"No I didn't, and you know that baby," He paused. "Now, let's catch up some things that we'll miss."
Hanudaw? Catch up some things?
"And why would we catch up huh? Wala rin naman tayo kaya walang ica-catch up." And smiled at him sweetly.
"But you're already engaged with me. You are now caged with me baby."
E-engaged? Kailan pa? Tinignan ko naman ang ring finger ko sa left hand and saw a simple yet elegant silver ring. It has a silver Stone and diamonds all over it. My heart softened while still looking at the ring.
Nag-uunang tumulo ang luha ka at marahan itong pinunasan. I can't believe it. Though wala naman akong ibang lalaking nakikitang pakakasalan kundi siya lang. Pero kasi naman eh! Di ba niya ako susuyuin? Ganon nalang yun kadali? Ang rupok ko naman eh. Pano ba 'to mawawala.
