My Online Relationship with Harry Styles

PaRt TwO: ChApTeR SeVeNtEeN

*.*.*.*.My Online Relationship with Harry Styles.*.*.*.*

PaRt TwO:

After the talk with Sebastian, i decided that i wanted to go to the pool after all.

I slipped on my perrywinkle colored binki. And looked into the mirror. Sometimes i hated my toned body. It made me look too muscular. But i'd rather be muscular than fat. I slipped into some baggy soccer shorts and wrapped my blue towel around my upper body. I left feeling self consious. I always felt embarassed to be in a bathing suit in front of people. Except for Elle, of course. And especially when there were guys around. I walked downstairs and around to the pool. Everyone was already inside playing marco polo.

"You came!" Elle exclaimed, swimming over to the edge.

"Yeah, I was feeling better," I said, winking. She grinned and clapped her hands together.

"Goody!" She said splashing me with water. My mouth dropped open.

"I hate you," I said giving her the evil eye. I walked over to a pool chair and sat down.

"Aren't ya gonna get in?" Asked Elle.

"Maybe in a little bit, the water looks cold," I lied. The water looked so refreshing, but i was still embarassed. Elle just shrugged. I looked around and saw Louis and Niall getting into the pool right next to the one we were at. Oh, boy. That meant Harry was going to come too. After a little bit, Zayn and Liam joined them and just shook their heads. Then Louis just shrugged his shoulders. Zayn caught me looking at them and smirked. He tilted his head back and secretly held up the numbers three, one, and four with his fingers. I wondered what he meant. Of course! I got up an headed towards the building they came from.

"Where are ya going?" Elle asked.

"I just wanna see something over there," I said giving her a nod.

"Okay then." She simply said.

When I reached room number 314, I hesitated to knock on it. But then I did it. Seconds later I was face to face with those messy curls and green eyes. He didn't smile. Just stared at what I was wearing. (which made me feel even worse.)

"C..Can i come in?" I asked. He nodded and lead me inside. It wasn't as messy as i expected. He sat down on one of the beds. I sat down really close to him. At this point I just wanted to kiss the crap out of him so we could both be happy. But that wasn't going to work.

"I'm sorry," he said. "For last night."

"Oh, yeah. I..uhh," I stuttered.

" I was just confused and feeling down," he said, shyly.

"We should go for a walk," i sugested. I didn't really want to be talking about this stuff in case any of the boys walked in. He nodded and we left.

We walked along the beach. None of us said a word. I was trying to think of ways to express my feelings. But the longer I waited, I could sense his feelings getting hurt. We reached a small palm tree, and I sat down. He followed my lead, and sat down very close to me.

"Harry, I..don't know what went wrong," I said. "Between us. I mean we seemed so close and together back in London. But now."

"We feel so distant," He said finishing my sentence. I nodded. "I know what you mean. But i feel your the one who's changed. Your not the girl i met. Confident, outgoing, and just herself. I don't know if the fame got to you or something, but your deffinatly different."

"See thats the thing. I know i have changed. The reason i did was because i didn't think what we had was real. I thought of it as a dream. A really good one too," i said pouting.

"Well, it could have been real if you didn't shut me out this whole time!" Harry said getting a little mad.

"Well, yeah. But i was just so busy and i never had time with school and soccer..And i honestly was hoping that if i didn't respond. We could just.. Move on.." I said shyly. I bit my lip nervous to hear Harry's responce. But he never responded.

"I didn't know that was how you felt," he finally said softly. He pouted those red lips. His green eyes glistening in the sunlight.

"Well thats not what i want! But its not like we could ever date living in different continents!" I said protesting.

"Your completely right," he said getting up. He brushed some sand off of his shorts and then locked eyes with me. "Nor you or I have come here to be all depressed and mad. So lets just pretend nothing ever happened between us and just move on. Deal?" He asked. His attention focused more on the people walking on the beach then on me. I didn't know how to respond. Until he looked back at me and raised his brows as a sign of him waiting for my response. I got up and looked him in the eye and nodded, blinking back tears. He pressed his lips together and exhailed. Turning around and walking down the beach, Harry lowered his head the whole time.

I stood there like an idiot. Expressionless, yet tears rolling down my cheeks. Then thats when i saw Niall walking by. We instantly made eye contact and i turned around and quickly wiped my tears. He aproached me smiling. "Hi there Niaome!" He said cheerfully.

"Hey," i said weakly.

"Ehh, whats wrong?" He asked. His blue eyes drilling into mine.

"Nothing," i responded a little too quickly.

"Let me guess you and Harry haven't settled things out?" He guessed.

"Oh no we did!" I said slightly fake smiling, as if everything were okay.

"Are you sure?" He asked a little suspicious. I nodded and smiled.

"Hmph.. I'm going to ask Harry whats up then, " he teased narrowing his eyes at me.

"NO! I mean no you don't have to," i said biting my lip again.

"I don't have to because your going to tell me right?" He asked playfully.

I hesitated to answer his question. But then gave in. "Well, fine i guess," i said letting out a big sigh. Niall smiled and took me by the arm, leading me down the beach.

I explained to Niall what me and Harry had "agreed" on.

"You can't just leave things like that love!" He exclaimed pulling at my arm. I just shrugged my shoulders.

"It's just for the best," i said lowering my head.

"Boy, if only you knew how much he talked to me about you!" Niall exclaimed.

"What?" I asked surprized. I lifted my head and focused on what Niall was going to say.

"I wasn't suppose to mention it but.. Harry really liked you. He even told me after the first time he saw you at the concert that you were fit," Niall said, chuckling.

"Fit?"

"You know, like good looking!"

"Oh," i said blushing.

"Anyway, he has all excited after the Brit nd US game when he saw you. And he told me he was planning to make a move on you at the movies. And he came back really happy and all sappy after your night out. He kept saying that you were so cool and down to earth," Niall continued. I didn't know what to say. I mean i knew he was into me if he took me out but i didn't think he enjoyed being with me so much.

"And the whole necklace thing, was a big deal to him. He kept saying you weren't going to like it. And what ever happened that day at the garden, must have been really special if he didn't tell anyone. Can't you see? Those feelings can't just go away from one day to another! You can't let him walk away that easily!" Niall exclaimed looking into my eyes. I smiled.

He was right.

I couldn' t let Harry walk away. Not that easily<3