My Little Secret

So Long Soldier

The first thing I thought when I saw Jason was "that son of a bitch better be here with a serious apology" I look up at him and I ask "what the fuck are you doing here" I look at him straight in the eye and he looks back a mine right before he says "I was drunk and I was stupid" "no shit sherlock!!" i yell at his face pulsing my fist below my waste" "All i'v wanted was you, I love you Violet" thats it, I raise my hand and slap the shit out of him. He turns his face back in my direction and says "careful violet, you might hurt someone with that". "UGH!!!"

Jack comes and pulls me to a hug as I begin to cry. Alex makes a small exhale noise as I see his eyes begin to slowly open in confusion.

I run to his bedside and hug him with millions of kisses up and down his face and neck. I can hear Jason exhale in jelousy and his new sneakers squeak closer and closer to Alex and I. I look over in awe as Jack takes his strong arm and uses it to bring Jason to the ground with one punch in the stomach.

"What happened?" Alex asked in confusion, "Your in a hospital" I replied. Jack calls the nurse to take Jason and as he leaves I notice the handcuffs on his back, how did I not notice them before, no wonder he didn't slap me or hold me closer to him, he couldnt.

Alex stared in disbelief askin why he ended up in a hospital. The last thing he could remember was when I got out of the car the night before. He didn't remember anything after that. Not kissing me and making it go into a whole new level.

He didn't remember annything, this means im the only person in the world who knows about this, and ill keep it this way. Alex looked at me "I thought you were mad at me" he told me. "We made up last night and you fell asleep on my couch while we talked.

"You got home late then" Jack said "very late" I responded. Alex looked at me with his sad chocolate brown eyes. I smiled at him and got off the bed. Jack came along kissing me on my cheek and walking over to my hurt Alex.

I didn't want to make it awkward for us so I had to make that up, I thought to myself. Alex looked confused and very very cute, his lips were bitten and I had like three hickes on my neck while he had about four.

He asked if he got drunk but all Jack said was "not that I know of, all I know is that you and Violet left leaving me behind around 11:38ish" I was quiet. Alex looked at me and saw that I wasn't looking in his eyes.

He asked to talk to Jack alone so I left the room wondering what they were talking about. When Jack called me in again he explained that Alex didn't feel like he fell asleep in my house, how he didn't think we were even close to my house.

I had to forget it but all I did was tell Jack i'd tell him what happened and why I needed Alex to forget after Alex started remembering.

WEEKS LATER

We can finally bring Alex home and since he has no one to take care of him and Im alone in my big house, we all agree he stays at my house, plus I can't sleep by myself in a big house like the one i'v got.

One late night he goes up to my room while I sleep and wakes me "why are you trying to confuse me?" I get up "what? what do you mean?" "that night after you got out of my car, Im starting to remember and I still cant remember being in this house" oh god, did he remember what happened between us? I decited to act stupid "I have no idea what your talking about, goodnight Alex" "no, I know what I remember, Violet I didn't fall asleep on your couch, I kissed you and we went up to the treehouse with blankets and pillows, what happened next? please, I need the truth" I look at him with my pale eyes in the dark and tell him to lay down with me so he did. Still looking at me I told him to fall asleep.

"Violet, please" he asks, I look into his eyes and take the back of his neck, push myself towards him and crash my soft lips against his.

He looked at me with his wide dark eyes and tries to let out some words but I cover his mouth before he could say anything and said "that but deeper and longer, hint? I have hickeys on my tits" I turn around and close my eyes when I cant feel him moving, just laying there thinking in silence.

He turns me over by my waste and takes my neck kissing me passionately and letting his tounge go down my throat. Just to tease him, I back away after a while, peck his lips and turn around with just a "goodnight".

He lays there, hand wrapped around my slim stomach and all I can hear is "thank you, goodnight, I love you" I can feel my heart beat faster and I fall asleep.

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Haven't really been writing these thingys and I wont be uploadin this weekend, sorry but ill be out odf state and I really hope my next chapter wont be as boring, I need a life -____- comment/vote plz? baiiii