Stroke 1: Not perfect but new life.

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A.A's POV

It's already 11:30 pm of the 13th day of August 2020.

Trenta minutos bago mangyari ang pinakahinihintay kong araw.

Everything was set and ready.

But the story I planned isn't the story I am reading and seeing right now.

Ibang-iba sa plinano ko.

All of my desires are slowly turning into impossibilities.

All of the preparations are now sinking worthlessly.

All of my wishes suddenly turning into ashes.

All the things I planned are bitterly fading.

And the day I waited for so long is now turning to be the most scariest nightmare ever.

I just looking for a perfect anecdote in life, the story I ever sincerely dreaming.

But right now,

It looks like I'm having an insane unexpected plot twist in life.

Such a horrible bittersweet twist.

May hawak na alak sa aking kanang kamay.

At sa aking kaliwa, makikita ang inabandunang regalo na para dapat sa taong pinakamamahal  ko.

This isn't the things I thirsted for.

Sabihin niyong panaginip lang ito.

Parang lahat ng bagay sa mundo ay niloloko ako!

I was lost with no any hearts and smiles left to battle on inside my dying soul.

Everything are wrecked and totally wasted.

Is this the masterpiece I wanted to brush on?

If this is really the destiny of my story?

Such a lonesome here standing at the top of thirty five story building of Selerio Hotel.

Nakangiting lumuluhang kinahaharap ang takot sa itaas.

The skies are crying.

The wind is full of grief and agony.

And everything right now is made out of blues.

I was defeated by everyone's enemy.

Heartsickness and blue devils.

And right now, I am slowly killing and putting myself into my own grave.

I am flying with death and I'm happily playing with it's own kind of game.

Siguro, ito na ang mabisang solusyon upang takasan ang nakakasulasok sa mundo.

To jump and fall for the bed of death.

No choice, and I can't resist because I was locked up.

(A notification will pop-up to her cellphone she left on the floor.)

🎶"You have 30 seconds before your perfect day."🎶

(She will dazedly get her cellphone on the floor.)

I decided to record everything.

I want to left something before I leave this prejudicial world.

(She holds her cellphone and started to video herself.)

"Hello, f*cking world! I have 30 seconds left in your damned folks, do whatever f*cking you want for me!"

I have 30 seconds left.

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