Only Mine [тαєкσσк]

장 20 • Admit

It's been a month , Taehyung left the Jeon mansion..Everyone has accepted the fact that , Tae is not there except one because, his feeling is day by day increasing for him..

The value of a thing cannot be understood as long as it is with you. When it moves away from you, that time, it's existence can be understood in your life...Now, Jungkook is understand of Taehyung's existence in his gloomy life ,now it is not so easy to bring him back even if Jungkook wants to...

Jungkook has literally himself apart from everyone else..He doesn't talk to anyone, not even with Jimin and Namjoon..He compressed himself from the other characters...

In one place , Jungkook finds himself as a old boy. Every Friday , Jungkook goes to his mother's cemetery and share everything with his mother and he goes today also there but today, is something alter ... Someone follow him...

Jungkook placed himself infront of his mother cemetery and bow his head..

"Mom, today I'm here to admit something to you which is forever bounded between two of us..You know mom, I'm lost, I couldn't control myself, I couldn't control my emotions.. I tried a lot of time in the last one month to forget him but I couldn't ...As much as I try to forget him, his face , his smile , his eyes come in front of me and that's so much anguishful .."

Jungkook is no more hold back his tears and they are roll down from his cheeks...

"Everytime, I hurt him, I spoke harshly to him , I forced him , I thought , I would be happy to do these things but No, I rather suffered more."

He wipe his tears , close his eyes and inhale deeply and again speak
"Mom ,Y- you said that I would find my love one day, and I found him that my real love is Taehyung only Taehyung no one else but I lost him only for my stupid blunder..I haven't forgotten him in a month but I've found the name of the peculiar feeling which I always feel for him and it's Love..
Yes!! Mom, I Love Taehyung ..But look at my fate, I will never admit this to him because I know, he will never accept me, and I don't want to force him..." Jungkook utterly says everything

Finally , Jungkook reveal his feelings and he knows that Taehyung never accept him and he doesn't want to force him because in this world only love that is never get forcibly and Jungkook acknowledge that very well.

Jungkook hug his mother cemetery and cries loudly and in between he say "You know , Mom!! True love is hard to find and the lucky ones get it but, I'm not that one ---not that one.."

But, Jungkook doesn't realise that someone observing him and his words...He is so much tired for crying , admitting his things so, unknowingly he sleep on his mother cemetery

"I will never let you sacrifice your love , Jungkook ...You'll get your love, just wait and see.."

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In that side, Taehyung again start his studies and again start his part time job but this time in the cafe...