Part Of Me. *COMPLETED*

Harvstars!

Harveys Pov-
1 month had passed and I've created a fanbase. I started by putting covers up and me and Sian did some you nows, and twit cams. We also come up with a fans name. "Harvstars"
*flashback*
S- harvey?
H- Hmm?
S- we need a name for your fans!
H- oh shit yeah!
S- let's put up some suggestions and see which they like.
H- harvstars seems to be most favourited.
S- HarvStars it is:)
*flashback over*
I have 20K on Twitter already which is such a big achievement! I've also been going to singing classes and building my confidence up. Blair finally agreed to sign me and my tour starts next week.
WAIT!
MY TOUR STARTS NEXT WEEK I NEED TO TELL SIAN.
Sian's Pov-
Sian? Harvey said walking over to me, he had just came from the garden were uncle blair and him were practising vocals.
Yep? I said smiling. But harvey seemed unsure.
Blair said im going on tour.
OMG! That's amazing when! I shouted swinging my arms around his neck.
Next week.. My grip loosened.
I chocked. Next week? That's 7 days! 168 hours that I have left with him?
I know it's a lot to take in. He whispered looking up at me.
No.. It's great. I'm happy for you. I smiled fakely although it was no use because he knows when I'm faking.
How long for? I ask avoiding eye contact.
It's 2 months..
WHAT? I said nearly falling backwards.
2 FUCKING MONTHS??!!!
school starts in 2 weeks!
I know... Harvey gulps.
I couldn't help feeling that I'd made him upset.
I'm happy for you. I really am. And I hope you have the best time because you deserve it! My superstar:) I smiled more convincingly.
Don't get me wrong.. I'm happy for him but 2 months without seeing him? He could forget me? Move on.. Anything. I can't help feeling like I'm being selfish but.. I love him.
2 months will fly and we can FaceTime every night. Harvey says holding me close.
Yeah.. I agreed. Returning the hug.
2 months away...
Anything could happen.
***
Sian's Pov-
Everything is moving so fast" I cried into graces arms..
I no. I no" she said rubbing my back.
What do you do when Bailey goes on tour?" I asked looking up with tears in my eyes.
I wait.." She says forcing a smile but trying to reassure me.
I was so happy for harvey! But in the back of my mind I had this little voice telling me he'd forget me and he'd move on from me to someone better. I tried killing these thoughts but nothing would work. Grace agreed to let me stay at hers for the night so we turned her tv on and ordered nandos and had a long chat.
" hey guess what?" She smirks pushing chicken into her mouth.
"What?" I asked laughing.
" me and Bailey nearly went all the way" she giggled.
" no way! What happened" I laughed.
*flashback\gracesPOV*
Bailey nuzzled his face into my neck sending goose bumps down my spine.
" stop that tickles! " I laughed pushing him off my bed.
" that's why I'm doing it! " he laughs and throws a pillow at my head.
He's asking for it!
I grab a pillow and slam it into his legs, but he's to strong for me and picks me up and throws me to the floor!
" ow! " I giggled.
I did enjoy our weird play fights.
" shut up " Bailey whispers kissing my lips. I put my arms around him and kiss him back. He's such a good kisser!
Then it got more passionate and he was laying on top of me, his top had came off. I don't know how that happened;) but I knew that we both weren't ready yet and he knew it too. That's what I loved about him, he didn't want me to do anything I wasn't comfortable with and he respects me for who I am:)
*flashback over*
Sian's Pov-
So yeah. We both agreed to leave it for a bit longer" Grace smiled.
Aw that's cute, baileys never been that serious with a girl before:')" I giggled and placed my nandos to the side.
I do love him. Like so much" grace smiled to herself mirroring my actions and placing her nandos to the side.
It was cute that my 2 bestfriends were in love. She also told me about there very romantic date under the stars, I didn't know Bailey had a romantic side in him:')
We turned of the tv and fell asleep. All I could dream about was harvey leaving and forgetting me. I don't know why but i just replayed different scenes in my head all night, I love him but I can't hold him back from his dreams.. Even if there's a risk of me loosing him.