Part Of Me. *COMPLETED*

I love you.

Hannahs Pov-
What am I doing?
What have I done?
Why do I push everything good out of my life..
Everyone who cares about me..
I sit on my college bed, unpacking my belongings as Erin brushes up the mess she has made in the kitchen.
I get out my phone and play cinderella.
Hearing joshes voice soothes me.
Josh being around me calms me down.
And the idea of me and josh liking eachother.. It sends shock waves through my entire body.
But I pushed all that away..
As per usual i fuck everything up.
" eggs or no eggs " erin shouts awakening me from my trance.
" Umm eggs please.. " I mumble stuffing my phone into my pocket.
" what we're you listening to? " erin asks observing.
" nothing " I mumble, embarrassed at the fact I have a huge crush on josh but I was the one who ended everything we had.
If we had anything that is..
" let's see " erin says pouncing next to me on the couch and retrieving my phone from my pocket.
" awe hannah.. " her face softens as she eyes josh on my phone.
I shrug and turn away.
" you guys should sort this out you clearly both have feelings "
" he doesn't.. I messed that up. " I whisper feeling my words choke up as I hold back the tears.
" you have an amazing friendship I'm sure he will listen "
" I don't know.. "
" you don't know till you try " erin smiles patting me on the back.
I give a half smile back.
" so.. Eggs! "
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Joshes Pov-
I started to unpack my bags.
College is finally starting, and life is moving on..
I haven't had hannah out of my head for weeks but we haven't said a word to eachother.
It's amazing how one person can mean the entire world to you yet they don't even know it and when you try and tell them they don't understand..
Maybe we're not meant to be, you can't change facts.
You can't change fate.
" just text her dude " kyle smirks.
" w-what "
" you've been staring at your screensaver for an hour it must mean something " kyle chuckles.
I look down at my screensaver to see me and Hannah in the park, the day I fell deeply in love with her.
How I wish time could go back to then.
When everything was just developing and it was perfect.
" I can't " I mumble.
" you can't? Or you won't? "
" both " I snap throwing my phone onto my lap and huffing.
" seriously josh just swallow your pride for once " kyle says and rolls his eyes.
" maybe " i whisper.
" no maybes, it's now or never josh you don't want to loose her for good do you? " kyle pleads.
" your right " I say picking up my phone and entering my password.
" what do I say? " I ask kyle who seems to be the expert at this stuff.
" tell her how you feel " kyle shrugs.
* to hannah *
- I don't know how you feel but I'm certain about my feelings I love you hannah.x -
Without thinking I press send hoping this works out.
Because honestly,
Ive never wanted nothing more..