Making Amends.

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Dedicated Chapter To Chloe:
chloes pov-
i wake up rub my sore eyes and drag myself to school, not bothering to wash or brush my hair. I leave Sian and Harvey sleeping and head out with time to spare. How can i confront him, how can i be in love with such a jerk, someone who played with my heart like it was nothing..
I walk to the park letting the breeze hit my face, i let the tears roll down my face as i sit on a park bench and think to myself.
I have to be strong now..
Not just for myself but for my baby..
Me and Kyles baby..
I can't stop thinking about his dark warm caramel eyes that i instantly fell in love with that i recognized at once, i guess that makes sense now, i recognized them when i looked into them being sure that they were Charlies but they werent they were Kyles.
All the drunken memories start to slowly fade back, making the tears come out faster and my heart shatter more.
Does love mean nothing to him? i guess not.
i check my phone and realise i have 15 minutes to get to school so i pick up my bag and start walking today was going to be hard.
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Kyles Pov-
I look up to see Chloe walking into school i rapidly run over to her leaving my locker half open.
" Chloe "
" Not the time or place Kyle"
" Chloe i dont care what people think please just let me explain "
" Well i care ok i dont want people to know im pregnant " she hisses making a few eyes turn on us.
" Look Chloe i dont expect you to forgive me but dont think for one moment that i wont be here for you and the baby, i want to be part of its life so please let me " i say pulling her back.
" OW KYLE " Chloe shouts pulling from my grip and holding her stomach.
Suddenly everyones eyes are on us and Chloe storms away.
I punch my locker shut.
" SHOWS OVER " i shout making everyone look away and pretend like nothing happened.
What am i suppose to do when she wont even speak to me?
" Kyle bro come on its not worth it " Harvey says approaching me.
" she is worth it the baby is worth it there both worth it " I cry with anger.
" Kyle Chloe doesnt want people to know and you making a drama isnt going to help "
i look around to see people exchanging worried looks and sour expressions, i nod and walk with harvey to the school yard where i can cool off.
" i dont know what to do " i say sitting on the bench and pulling out a ciggarette.
" firstly stop smoking stuff " Harvey scolds taking the ciggarette from my fingertips.
" secondly, Sian is going to speak to Chloe so when Chloe wants to speak you can tell her how you feel then without letting everyone in the school know " Harvey says with a serious expression.
" how will i know when the time is right " i ask.
" just wait till chloe brings it up with you "
the bell rings so i thank Harvey and head to class, taking into persective what he has just said.
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Chloes Pov-
" Chloe i think you should let Kyle explain " Sian says sitting down next to me.
" Look i dont need to hear this right now " i snap.
" Chloe I have been your best friend for years and i know what he did was wrong, it was so wrong but besides whats happened you two are going to have a baby and dont you think he should be given the chance to explain himself? "
" well maybe i'm not ready Sian "
" whether you like it or not he's the dad Chloe, and you guys need to speak about this "
" yeah, your right but it doesnt change anything "
Sian smiled and carried on with her work.
Shes right we do need to speak but this doesnt mean i trust him or ever will again, I can't, I won't let myself.
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( later on )
Chloe's Pov-
I arrive at my house and take a long shower, I play some music to take the thoughts out my mind but they remained.
I dried myself off and got dressed, straightening my hair and applied makeup.
I walked to Kyle's and took a deep breath before knocking on the door.
" chloe what are you doing here? " kyle asks his face tear stained, it hurt me to see him this way.
" I think we should talk "
He nodded and I walked in and we sat down on the couch in the living room.
" I didn't ever think I would be in love with you chloe but now that I am I don't want nothing else but this baby and you, I know that you might never forgive me again but I swear to you I would never leave you alone, I want to support you and be by you every step of the way please just let me " kyle chokes his eyes filling up.
I can't help but cry with him.
" kyle you know I love you too, but how can I ever trust you again how is this going to work "
" we can make this work if we really want it to "
" I'm not going to stop you being apart of the babies life kyle, I couldn't do that to you "
" chloe all I want is you and this baby, you're all I need "
My heart swelled hearing those words.
" I want you but you hurt me "
" please let me put this right even just starting as friends chloe please " kyle begged putting his hands gently on my stomach and kissing it.
After hours of talking and sorting out problems we decided to try as friends. We want what's best for our little one, although I love kyle maybe we're not meant to be...
" if it's a boy we have to call it something cute " kyle laughs writing down weird names.
" Alfie? Are you serious I hate that name " I laugh snatching the pen and scribbling it out.
" hey " kyle shouts tickling my sides.
" KYY- LE ST-UPP " I shout laughing hysterically.
He eventually stops, I catch my breathe and we start talking about the future.
" I want to live in a big house with- " kyle begins.
" with a pool and- " I say.
" a big garden filled with- "
" fairy lights " I giggle.
" well I was going to say statues but okay " kyle giggles.
" and pebbles and - " I say.
" a river full of crocodiles "
" no kyle that's so weird " I giggle.
" so " he blushes laughing.
" anyway I was thinking.. " kyle says.
" yeah? "
" maybe we should go to the hospital get the baby checked up on? "
" yeah I think that's a good idea "
" will we be able to find out what gender? " kyle asks.
" I'm not sure we will have to wait till tomorrow " I smile.
" I'm excited " kyle giggles.
" me to " I smile.

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