An Aura (OLD BOOK)

White

Blues P.O.V -

I called out White's name furiously, she hurt Yellow. We promised not to hurt each other, emotionally or physically. She broke the agreement, and hurt one of her own. How the hell I helped Yellow is beyond me... maybe it's because I love her? No... that doesn't make sense... agh whatever! I've got some ass to whoop.

"Get the fuck out here pussy!"

We walked into the room White had been in, staring in her eyes I glared at her, she was taken aback from the way I looked at her. I was pissed. This wasn't a game, Yellow was not a toy to be played with.

"Get the fuck up."

White hesitated, for a moment at least, till she stood with her hands up.

"Do you think this is a joke White? You CRACKED her fucking gem. She could have DIED if it wasn't taken care of."

White lowered her head in shame, but I wasn't fucking done yet. No fucking way was I done. Yellow cowered back as I grabbed White's arm, a red aura filled the room. I wasn't sure what the fuck it was.

"blue... please don't hurt her..."

I didn't loosen the grip I had on White, but I did debate what I was gonna do to her. Throwing her to the wall, I pulled out a pocket knife.

"If you ever do that shit again I will personally carve out your gem, crush it, make art out of it, and frame it on my wall. Got it?"

White quickly nodded, as to signal she understood, then quickly walked out of the room and back to work.

"blue you didn't have to do that..."

"Maybe not... but she gets the point, I think at least."

Yellow smiled, what I was after all this time. I didn't mean to make her upset. Leaving was hard.. so hard. I cried for months, then I had to get over it. I learned how to fend for myself, made a shelter that I called home, hell, even got to use a gun! I actually feel a little guilty that I was having so much fun while Yellow was hurting... at least I could be there for her now.

"Hey Yellow?"

"yeah?"

"Can I take you somewhere?"

"o-oh. sure, my schedules open."

I helped her up, us smiling at each other while walking. God I wanted to hold her hand. It was right there too, just all empty. What if she doesn't ACTUALLY feel the same though? It could have just been the moment, right?

"Where are we going Blue?"

"Somewhere special."

"And your trusting me?"

"Of course... you're like a best friend. Even being light years away I would still help you."

She blushed, maybe she did feel the same? The butterfly's fluttered around in my stomach... well. If I had one. You get it.

"We're here!"

"Blue... I don't mean to be rude.. but.. it's an erm.. bush...?"

"Oh.. silly me."

I move some of the vines covering the entrance, pushing open the "bush", entering my garden.

"Woah."

I chuckled at Yellow, she looked so enticed and curious. It was cute.

"You planted all these? And the waterfall... the cherry blossom trees!"

"Yes! The cherry blossom trees grew for years, and the waterfall is natural. I would water the plants every day, why do you think I snuck off so often?"

"To... you know..."

"To what?"

"pink... sorry if it's touchy..."

"oh. it's okay. we can't just pretend nothing happened. I.. I still miss her of course... but there's not much to be done now."

"do you still blame yourself for it...?"

"Partially... if I was there.. I wonder if I could've saved her?"

"i'm sure she's happy wherever she is."

"like... an afterlife?"

"yeah, somehow."

"that's.. a really nice thought... actually.

"yeah..."

We sat there, listening to music. It was nice... till a bop played!

"Heyyyy... I could dance to this! Come on Yellow! Get up!"

"Haha... da-dance?!?! Ahahaha!"

"Yeah! Come on!"

I pulled her up, "Avacii's" Waiting For Love playing in the back of us... we danced around... like amateurs...! And it's great! I spun her around and she stumbled, falling right into my arms. We looked each other in the eyes... I could kiss her again, right here. She stood back up, us leaning in closer... why did this feel so wrong? I couldn't kiss her.. it just... something felt wrong. I love her so much, yet I can't kiss the woman?