Outer Banks Imagines

JJ

Y/n pov
"Alright dinner tonight with the Cameron's and please dress nice." My mom said coming into my room. I was a kook, along with Kiara but we hung out with the pogues, JJ, John B and pope.
"Why?" I whined. I hated the Cameron's. I got one thing good out of that family and that was Rafe sold to me. Sadly I'll admit I got addicted to coke. I went to a kook party and Rafe was there and well I tried it and now I'm hooked. No one knows except Rafe and we agreed to keep it a secret.
"Dad has to close a business deal with them and hopefully this dinner will do just that." She said with a smile and excitement. It made me roll my eyes.
"Fine. I'll be ready soon." I told her and rolled over on my side so I faced away from her. I heard her leave the room. Quickly I got up and grabbed the small baggy that held the white powder, and my credit card.
Should I do it? I haven't done it in two days, which is a big step for me. I hated being addicted, but I couldn't let the pogues know they had enough problems as is. Fuck it! I said and grabbed the rolled up little paper and felt the burn in my nose. Leaning against my bed I took a deep breath. Cole made my problems go away. My headache was slowly going away, and the hunger for coke I felt in my brain slowly drained out of me.
After a couple minutes I stood up and started to get around for the dinner with the Cameron's. I let the pogues know I would be busy tonight and with many complaints from JJ he finally stopped texting me so I could finish getting around. One more thing I'll admit, I had a crush on JJ Maybank. We flirted, we kissed, we had sex and cuddled, but we weren't official. He cared for me more then anyone else and anyone, even me, could tell that.
"Alright I'm ready." I said meeting my mom and dad at the front door. We walked down the porch and started the quick walk to the Cameron's. They were our neighbors so there was no need to drive.
"Rose!" My mom said giving her a hug.
"Welcome, come in, come in!" Rose exclaimed ushering is inside.
"Hey don!" Ward came into view and greeted my dad. "Let's go sit down for dinner." He smiled and him and rose led us to the dinning room.
It's been a half an hour and no sign of Rafe. I was kind of mad because I was supposed to be getting more from him tonight. "Uh where is Rafe?" I asked interrupting the conversation at hand. My parents and the Cameron's looked at me shocked that I would ask about him.
"What we're kind of friends." I said trying to play it off.
"He's upstairs in his room hon. Last door on the right." Rose said with a smile. I nodded and stood up from the table.
I thought our house was big, god damn the Cameron's we're living in the White House practically.
I stopped in front of Rafes door. I could hear music coming from inside the room. I knocked and waited.
"Coming." I heard a grumble. The door opened to a shirtless and pant-less Rafe.
"Y/n?" He questioned and looked me up and down. I just rolled my eyes and pushed my way into his room. On his nightstand was a magazine with a girl basically naked on the front. I laughed to myself.
"You enjoying your private time?" I asked and motioned to the magazine. He just rolled his eyes at me.
"What do you want?" He asked me and we sat on his bed together.
"Hmm what do you think? You owe me something..." I trailed off and looked at him. He nodded and reached over me to get into his nightstand drawer. He pulled out a little baggy holding the white powder.
"You wanna do some now? I won't make ya pay for it." He shrugged his shoulders. Free coke? Hell ya. I nodded my head.

"So promise to keep ya mouth shut?" I asked as I stood on the outside of his room. He nodded. I only did one line and had the baggy of my own tucked into my bra. I simple gave him a small smile and walked downstairs back to the dinner.

-later that night-
It was probably 9:40pm and I was leaving to John B house. The rest of the group was there and waiting for me to show up so we could start to drink our problems away.
"Hello boys. And girl." I smirked walking up the path to John Bs.
"My favorite girl!" JJ yelled and pulled me into him. I smirked and kissed his cheek.
"Here's your beer." Kie said handing me a cold beer. I nodded my head at her in thanks.
"So how was the dinner?" Pope asked. I groaned.
"Boring, they didn't even close the business deal!" I exclaimed. The group laughed at my annoyance with the dinner.
"Well we've got good news." John B said. It was probably about the gold.
"The compass had red field on the back right? Well after thinking I thought it would be an anagram like I said before but my dad's favorite place was the red field lighthouse! I mean come on it's gotta be a clue right? So that's where we're going. Tomorrow morning bright and early." John B said with a look of pride that he figured this out.
"Alright then red field lighthouse tomorrow it is!" I said and clanked my beer against popes to cheer to it.
"Uh y/n." Kiara said with worry.
"What?" I asked confused. Was there a bug on me?
"Holy shit y/n!" Pope said sitting up in his chair.
"Your bleeding baby." JJ said turning my face to him. Oh shit. The coke.
"Oh. Um I uh I'm sorry. I'm gonna go clean it up." I said and rushed inside quickly.
I slammed the bathroom door shut and locked it. This was bad. Very bad. This has never happened before but Rafe warned me about it. Do I call him and ask what to do?! Shit I can't, no service over in the cut because of the hurricane.
"Baby you alright in there?" JJ asked from outside the door.
"Y-yes one second." I said and cleaned up the blood and stuffed my nose with toilet paper. I think I got it to stop. Flushing the toilet paper and washing my face I opened the door.
"What's wrong?" He asked me.
"What do you mean?" I said confused.
"You get mad at random times, you have what is that scabs? Ulcers? On your hands! And now you've got a nose bleed. What is going on?" He asked. If I told them they would hate me, they'd think of me just like Rafe. Everyone knew he did coke.
"I-I." I tried to get it out but I couldn't. He grabbed my hand and led me to John B room. We sat on his bed and he pulled me into chest.
"Baby tell me. No matter what you say I don't judge you, I won't hate you, please I'm worried about you. It's keeping me up at night because I don't know if your ok or safe." He said. I felt a tear on my shoulder. He started to cry. Fuck what am I doing to my friends.
"What I'm about to say they all have to know." I said. I had to tell them. They could help me. Maybe? Right?
"John B! Kie, Pope get in here!" JJ yelled out the open window.
My heart to beat more rapidly. I don't know if I could do it.
We all say in John B room. JJ and I on his bed still, while JB stood against the wall and Pope and Kiara sat ok the floor.
"Ok tell them, tell me." JJ said squeezing my hands.
"I Um...I fucked up. Like really bad." I said and started to cry. "The nose bleed and the scabs they do mean something. I uh went to Rafe Cameron one night." I said. I heard them all gasp and JJ tensed at Rafes name.
"I asked him...I asked him for coke. I got upset one night from a fight with my parents and I didn't know what to do." I said and now I was sobbing into JJ.
"Y/n." Kie said and looked like he was about to cry too.
"I'm so sorry!" I sobbed into JJ chest. "Please don't hate me! Please I need you guys." I begged them.
"Shh shh, you won't lose us, and we don't hate you, we're gonna help you." JJ said and ran his hands through my hair to calm me down.
"JJ is right. Well help you. And we could never hate you." John B said.
"Y/n you were in a dark place like they said of course well help you." Pope said.
I looked at Kie, she was my number one best friend. She had tears running down her face. She opened her arms up and I left JJ to run to her and hug her tight. "I'm sorry Kie." I sobbed.
"Shh shh, it's all right hon." She said and stroked my head.
Finally the tears stopped and stood up from Kie to go back to JJ and he immediately hugged me tight and kissed my lips. "Could we talk alone?" He asked the group. They gave out a mumbled yes and oks.
"I love you. I love you so much and I can't lose you. I will help you get through this ok? I will never leave you, I'll never get mad at you I will try my damn hardest to protect you. I'm sorry I couldn't protect you in the first place." He said holding my face in his hands.
"Don't apologize. I was the one who fucked up." I said and leaned into him again. "And JJ?" I said.
"Hmm?" He mumbled into my hair.
"I love you to. Like I really love you." I said with a smile on my face. He pulled me away from him and smashed his lips on mine. This time the kiss felt different. In a good way. It felt like, well, love. As cheesy at that sounds.
"God your beautiful." He said as we laid on the bed together.
"You uh wanna say what you said earlier again?" I asked sheepishly.
He chuckled. "I love you." He kissed me. "I'll always love you." He said with a smile as kissed my lips again.