Outer Banks Imagines

John B

Y/n pov
I stood in front of my mirror for probably the millionth time. Kiara was taking us out on her family's new boat. Normally I'd be fine and excited to go but I had gained a few pounds in the last couple weeks. I poked my stomach and thighs. All I felt was fat and squishy. I needed to be toned like Kiara was. She had the most amazing body. Perfect everything in my eyes.
"Babe let's go." John B said opening his bedroom door. I immediately stopped poking my sides and turned to him.
"Oh uh yeah." I said grabbing my long sleeve shirt off of his bed.
"Babe it's hot outside I don't think you'll need the long sleeve." He chuckled holding the shirt up for me. I gave him a shrug.
"But I might need it." I said taking it back. He looked at me questionably. I was terrible at lying and keeping secrets so I hoped he couldn't notice my lies.
"What's wrong?" He asked getting serious.
"Nothing." I said with a fake smile. I was trying to play this off the best I could.
"Yes there is something wrong. Just tell me." He said grabbing my side to pull me close to him. However I moved his hand away and backed away from him. I didn't want him to feel my fat rolls.
He looked at me very confused now.
"Tell me what's wrong? Now." He said getting upset. I gulped and looked at the ground then back up to him. Letting out a huff I finally answered.
"I'm not pretty. I've gained weight over the past week and you know I honestly don't get why your with me! Kiara is gorgeous and has the perfect body. I've got fat rolls when I don't stand up straight and cellulite practically everywhere." I rambled on. I started to get emotional and tears formed in my eyes.
"Hey. Woah woah. Calm down babygirl." John B said grabbing my shoulders. I threw the long sleeve in my hand on the ground in frustration.
"I'm not beautiful! I'm fat!" I said as the tears started to flow down my face.
"Baby no." He mumbled and pulled me into his chest. "Shhh." He whispered holding me.
"I don't get why your with me!" I said as my tears slowed down. His voice was soothing to hear but I still wanted to just curl up in bed and cry.
"I'm with you because I love you babygirl. You are beautiful, kind, funny, supportive. I could go on but I would never be able to stop talking about you." He said caressing my face. "Here. Turn around." He said and pushed my hips to turn. I was up against his chest as he wrapped his arms around my body. I tried to look anywhere but myself.
"Look at you." He said to me. I did as he asked. "I love your body. I love the way your hips sway to music. The way your arms wrap around my neck when we kiss. I especially love when your legs wrap around my waist when we-." He was saying but I cut him off before he went on.
"JB!" I exclaimed laughing. "Don't say that." I mumbled out with another chuckle.
"What?" He joked. "The way your legs wrap around my waist when I fuck you." He growled into my ear. "Hard." He added on and squeezed my sides. I let out a yelp.
"I get it I get it!" I smiled at him.
"Your beautiful. Don't compare yourself to Kiara ok? You are my whole world in my eyes alright?" He said as he rested his head on my shoulder. I gave him a nod and turned around to face him.
"I love you." He said looking down at me.
"I love you too." I said and leaned up to kiss his lips. "So much." I added and kept kissing him.