Outer Banks Imagines

Pogues

Y/n pov
"Hey you want this?" JJ asked eating a sandwich. I laughed at him as he talked with his mouth full of food.
"I'm good. No thanks." I stated. He shrugged but continued to eat it. I was actually starving but I knew I shouldn't eat. I already ate food today and if I wanted to keep my small body frame I needed to stop eating. I probably shouldn't have eaten breakfast earlier know that I think about it. I can just throw it up though when I get home.
"Y/n your so skinny." Kiara said poking my sides.
"Mhm." I shrugged trying and hoping she'd let this go.
"Don't you ever eat?" John B joked as he ate some crackers Kiara brought. I gave him a shrug.
"Yeah just not hungry right now." I said trying my best to play it off.
"We never see you eat though." Pope said looking at me confused.
"I do." I said quickly.
"Ok then what's you eat today?" Kiara asked me. I could tell they started to question some things.
"I had a parfait." I stated with a smile so they'd believe me.
"That's all?" JJ asked shocked. "I always am eating." He mumbled and continued with his sandwich.
"We know." I laughed at him.
"Y/n it's almost 2pm you need to eat something." John B said and looked at me with worry.
"I'm fine. I'm just not that hungry." I said and started to get defensive. I tried to play it off and act normal but my mind got the best of me.
"Well what's your eat yesterday?" Pope asked me.
"I had some eggs and a sandwich." I said. Wasn't that good enough? To me that's a lot of food.
"That was your breakfast?" Kiara asked.
I shook my head. "No, that was for the day." I said. I was kinda confused. I had eaten much more then normal so why do they care?
"Y/n that's not good." Pope mumbled.
"Y/n that's not healthy." John B said placing a hand on my shoulder.
"That's much more then I normally eat." I shrugged at them. They all looked more shocked now.
"Y/n that's not good at all. You need to be having much more then that in one day." Kiara said.
"Y/n how come you eat so little?" JJ asked.
"If I wanna keep being this small I need to." I said. I was starting to get upset. I was always self conscious. That's why I ate so little. I didn't want them to keep staring at my body. I grabbed my towel and wrapped it around me.
"Y/n no. You need to eat more." Kiara sighed.
"We can help you." John B said.
"Please y/n. Just let us help you." Pope sighed.
"How come you guys aren't mad at me?" I asked moving on.
"Being mad at you isn't gonna solve anything. You need help y/n. And that's what we're here for." John B said. I gave him a nod.
"Ok. Ok then. I will try." I said letting out a sigh. I let them all hug me and I apologized. However they told me not to. This was something that I needed help with and I needed my friends for this.

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I don't know how eating disorders work all that well. This was a request and first off I hope you like it and enjoyed it but I'm sorry if it's not all that accurate I tried my best.