Outer Banks Imagines

John B

Request by babypogue, hope you like it and it's what you wanted!

Y/n pov
The little baggy of coke sat there on my desk. I had already done one line today this morning but I was contemplating if I wanted to do another time right now. The pogues were at work or just somewhere in the island so I had time to myself. My room wasn't big, I lived in the cut so my whole house wasn't that bag. I had a little desk that my baggy of coke sat on as I stared at it. Letting out a sigh I moved over to empty the bag out in my desk.

John B pov
For weeks thoughts have been running through my head. I needed to tell her that I was starting to develop feelings for her. I mean we've been best friends for years but recently I started to look at her differently. Her parents were never home so I just walked right in to her little house done the road from mine.
"Y/n!" I called as I made my way down the hall to her room. I immediately opened the door without thinking.
There sat, the most beautiful girl in the world, with a line of coke in front of her. "Shit JB!" She scrambled up and stood in front of her desk. She tried to push me out of her room but I didn't move.
"Y/n." I whispered out and looked down at her. Tears pooled in her bright blue eyes. "Why?" I asked softly. I almost wanted to cry for her.
"I-I just. Fuck you weren't supposed to see!" She said as she let the tears fall. "I just I need it ok? It helps me." She said running her hands through her hair. It was like she couldn't stand still. She didn't know where to put her hands or when to stop moving.
"Hey it's alright." I told her as I pulled her in my body. I wrapped my arms tightly around her. One held her waist while the other held her head.
"I need it! Fuck." She said and started to sweat.
"No look at me. Y/n look at me." I told her. "When's the last time you did this?" I asked her.
"Uh early this morning." She said shaking.
"How often?" I asked her.she gulped.
"Like a few times a day." She cried. I took a deep breath to calm myself.
"You're having a withdrawal it's alright. Your body just isn't used to only doing this once a day." I told her. "Please don't leave me." She whispered into my shirt.
"I promise I won't." I whispered back softly to her. She kept sweaty and shaking. I was freaking out in the inside because I didn't really know what to do but I needed to stay calm and collected for her. I needed to get her through this withdrawal she's having and the others she's gonna have. "Come on lets kay down." I said and pulled her to her bed.
I wrapped my arms around her and cuddled her close to me.
"John B." She said and looked me in the eyes.
"Hmm?" I asked.
"Thank you for being here you know but I gotta tell something else too. I like you. I like much more then a friend." She said shyly. A smile came upon my face.
"Can I tell you something too?" I asked her. "I like you too, way more then a friend." I said. She quickly looked up at me.
"Really?" She asked shocked. I gave her a nod.
"And I promise to help you through this ok? I'm not gonna let you hurt yourself anymore." I said holding her cheek in my palm. A tear fell done her cheek and she nodded. She snuggled back down into my chest and sighed. I was gonna help her, and I will keep that promise till the day I die.