Outer Banks Imagines

Rafe - Love, Part 1

*ok as we can see Rafe and JJ and are my favorite lol, not Rafes personality on the show but his looks? Damn😂
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Y/n pov
I've been to focused on the loud music and people running around to realize Rafe, my boyfriend, came up to me as I stood at the kitchen counter.
"Hey baby." He said as he stumbled over to me. I grabbed his hands to support him.
"Hey." I said and kind of had to shout over the music. "You ok there?" I asked him. We just got here not to long ago, he disappeared on me, and now comes back already stumbling around.
"Oh ya I'm fine! I just wanted another drink, you want one?." He said lifting his head from the cooler on the ground by you guys.
"I want you." I say. He does a double take. "I.want.you." I said again. He looked good in the white v neck shirt and swim trunks he was wearing tonight. His muscles ripping from his shirt basically and a white baseball cap was backwards on his head.
"Come on." He rushes and pulled me up the stair case to his room. He kissed me quickly and stumbled over to his bed. His lips continue to travel down my neck and chest and of course back to my lips. I took his hat off, throwing his across the room and ran my fingers through his hair, tugging slightly on the ends. That got a moan from him.
"Fuck baby. Do that again." He said in raspy voice. I felt his hands run up and down my whole body. He pulls back from me and we both take off our shirts. He admires my body but then went right to kissing me on the lips.
"Your beautiful." He mumbled. I started to get self conscious now. I definitely didn't have enough alcohol tonight. It made me get nervous and want him off me.
"Let's take these off." He smirked ate and went to pull my pants down.
"Rafe, Rafe stop please." I said trying to calm myself.
"Its alright, your just nervous." He said and slid the zipper of my jean shorts down.
"I'm serious, stop." I said with a little more force and pushed him off me.
"What the fuck y/n!" He yelled at me as I put my cloths back on.
I'm sorry, I-I just don't feel ok." I said but was stopped mid panick from a disappointing sigh come from Rafes lips.
"You seemed perfectly ok downstairs." He said under his breath. He sat facing away from you but I could clearly hear him.
"I'm sorry Rafe, I guess I'm just not ready." I said. "It's not you! Just I guess." I started to say but he cut me off again.
"Well what it is? The alcohol? Your not ready? You sure it's not me?" He yelled at me. "Stop making fucking lies and excuses, I love you and I wanted this." He said.
"Rafe why are you being such an asshole about this?" I sniffled. I wanted to curl up in a ball and cry. He whips around to fully face me this time. I could see the smallest bit of white powder on his nose. How could I not see that before? Probably because I was focused on something else.
"Rafe are you doing drugs again?" I asked him shocked.
I watched him roll his eyes and huff.
He sat back down on his bed and came over to my side and placed his hands on my arm and shoulder. "Do you love me?" He asked.
"Rafe Yes I-I do but." I got cut off from Rafes hands wrapping around my throat and he slammed me back on the bed.
"No! You either love me or don't!" He shouts at me and presses his hands harder on my neck.
"Rafe....let..let..me...go." I said trying to get the words out. I clawed at his hands and arms trying desperately to get him off me. I felt my heart beat pounding against my ribs.
I needed air badly but then Rafe was thrown off me. I finally felt air go back into my lungs and I gasped for breaths. I slid down the bed onto the floor with tears down my face.
"Y/n are you ok?" Sarah asked me coming into my view. She was on her knees looking at me with worry and panic.
"I'm fine now." I said getting breaths out. I ran my hands over my neck and flinched at some spots.
"The boys took him outside. Their gonna deal with him." She said and put her hands on my shoulder.
"Can you take me home?" I asked her. She just nodded her head and she helped me to her car. I didn't want to be around anymore.

Once we finally pulled into my driveway she stopped me before I left the car. "What is going on with you and Rafe?" She asked me. She knew we were dating but there was much more to our relationship then that. As you can clearly see from tonight.
"He was high. He's doing coke again Sarah. We were gonna do it, you know? And I got nervous and told him to stop. But-but he wouldn't." I said starting to cry.
"I can't believe him!" She yelled in anger at her brother. "I'm so sorry. You don't deserve that." She said and held my hand. I nodded at her but kept my gaze at my feet.
"I'm gonna lay low for a while. When I find out where I'm going I'll txt you so you know but don't tell Rafe ok? I need uh...space I guess." I said to her and looked at her.
She gave me a nod and told me goodnight.
"And Sarah? Thank you." I told her as I shut the door.
"I'm always here for you." She said with a genuine smile.
Once I got inside I ran up to my room. My dad, he lived on the mainland. I was gonna go stay with him. I packed my cloths in a rush and texted my mom that I was going to see him, giving her a lie that I just missed him so much. I missed him but not to the point where I'm sobbing in my bed. She was kind of a clueless to be honest. She replied back with an ok and to call her. As I looked around my room with packed bags I fell to a heap on the floor, sobbing my heart out. I just needed a break!