Y/n pov
"Rafe!" I yelled walking into the Cameron's house. Mr.Ward had taken everyone on a boat ride but Rafe. So here I was meeting up with him. I heard a crash from upstairs.
"Rafe?" I called again and ran upstairs.
His bedroom door was shut so I assumed he must be in there.
"Rafe? Baby?" I asked and knocked on the door.
"Y/n?" I heard him call.
"Ya it's me." I said. "Rafe let me in." I said and tried to open his door but it was locked.
"Uhh um hold on." He said and I heard a bunch of shuffling. Isn't there a key somewhere. What the fuck is he doing. I looked up and on top of the door frame sat a small key. Grabbing it I shoved it in the lock and unlocked the door. The door swung open. There stood Rafe. In the middle of the room. A rolled up paper on his desk. The fuck is that? He looked like a deer in headlights when he saw me.
"What are you doing?" I asked him crossing my arms. I was confused. Was he hiding something. Or someone? I swear if he's cheating on me I'm gonna make his life hell.
"I...well." He tried to say in a calm manner. I noticed his eyes were red, and his hands were shaking.
"Hey hey." I coed at him and reached for his arms. "Why are you shaking?" I asked calmly. He gulped and looked around his room.
"I um." He said.
"It's alright just tell me. I promise not to get mad." I said and caressed his cheek. He nodded and pulled my hand down so he could it.
"I can't find my coke." He said. His coke? As in cocaine? I thought he was done but I guess not.
"I know what your thinking! You asked me to stop and I did for like a week but I couldn't take it anymore. I got in a fight with those stupid pogues and needed to calm down. I just I can't find the little I had left! I need it." He said in a panicked voice. I wanted to scold him right then and there but I needed to calm him down first.
"Rafe listen to me. You don't need it. I know your going through a withdrawal right now so let's try to figure out a way to calm down ok?" I asked him and rubbed my hands up his arms and back down. He gave me a nod and started to shake even more.
"What did you do last time when this happened?" I asked him.
"Uhh." He said but he couldn't remember. "You-you kissed me." He said and furrowed his eyebrows like he was questioning his answer. So I did what I thought would help. I leaned in and kissed him. I kissed him hard and tried to make him forget. I ran my hands through his hair, pulling at the ends. He gripped my waist and pulled me even closer. I pulled my lips away but we still were centimeters apart.
"I think that might've worked." He said in a breathy voice.
"Ya?" I asked with a smile. I loved that kiss. I needed more. "Wanna do it again?" I asked him. He gave me a quick nod and pulled me in again.
"Rafe?" I asked him as we laid in his bed.
"Hmm?" He said and turned towards me. He laid his arm over my body and the other was under my head acting as a pillow.
"You gotta stop this." I sighed. "I can't see you in that state again. And it's not good for you." I said sadly. He let out a long sigh.
"I know I know. It's just. It helps me get the edge off." He said looking into my eyes. "Could maybe you help me?" He asked me.
"Of course I'll help you baby." I said and looked up at him to kiss his lips.
"Can I tell you something? It's a good thing." He said rubbing his thumb on my hip. I gave him a nod to continue.
"I love you. And not just oh I love you but I'm in love with you." He said looking into my eyes. He loved me? He loves me! Inside I was like a fireworks finale but on the outside I stayed collected.
"I love you too." I smiled back at him. This time he leaned in and kissed me.
"God I could used to your kisses everyday." He mumbled against my lips. I smirked at him.
