Always you (sequel to love is love)

5: Break downs

15/8/19

I heard a knock on the door just as I picked Romeo up from his hammock.

I smiled and let him down gently on his play mat which had straps so I strapped him in as I ran to the door

I opened it to beaming faces

"Ahhh hi" I said as they all grinned

"Omg Reagan it's so good to see you!" Robbie said and pulled me in for a hug "how are you darling"

"I'm doing okay I suppose, tiring but worth it" I said and he nodded

"Hello darling, we all missed you" Ayda said pulling me in for a hug

"I missed you all so much!" I said as she pulled away and pushed cocos buggy in.

"Just make yourself at home" I said and turned to teddy and Charlie

"Hi babies" I said and gave them both a hug and they squealed

"Where's your baby" teddy asked and I smiled

"He's through here, wanna come see" I asked and they both nodded excitedly

They followed me through so did Robbie and Ayda with Robbie holding coco

They saw Romeo on his mat and the kids both grinned

I went and sat next to the baby as I waved Teddy and Charlie over

"Come see the baby darlings, just be gentle" Ayda advised them

I picked Ro up into my arms and help him as they all came over to have a look

"This is Romeo" I said proudly

"Oh wow Reags he's stunning" Robbie said and Ayda agreed

"You suit it" Ayda said and I smiled

"Thank you guys" I said and let them all have a hold

"I can't believe your a mummy" Robbie said and I laughed

"Me neither Rob me neither" I said

"How's things with you know Louis" Ayda asked and I shook my head while sighing slightly

"He's apparently back in London" I said and Ayda gasped softly

"Really!?" She asked and I nodded

"Unfortunately" I said and they both smiled to me Sympathetically

"You will be fine your strong" Robbie said and I smiled

"Gotta be strong for my little man" I said and Robbie nodded looking at the baby in his arms

"I don't get that boy you know, he was so in love with you. I don't know what goes through his mind" Ayda said

"Yeah, he's back with his ex now though so he's moved on, I probably should" I said and Robbie shook his head

"That's unbelievable" he said

"I mean it has been nine months, I just thought he would of wanted this to work, but obviously not, I feel like he just never cared" I said

"Yeah I get why you think that" Ayda said

They stayed a little longer and spoke to me while the kids played with Romeo as much as they could before he fell asleep

They left and I sighed before bursting into tears, I couldn't even help it

Everything is building up, it's doesn't feel real that I actually have a baby