Always you (sequel to love is love)

Prilogue

13/8/19

I stared down at him, Dark hair which covered his head, perfect face features, everything about him like his dad.

A tear slid down my check and on to my baby boys hand.

The best day of my life, the day my boy was born

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Let me give you a summery of the past nine months

I found out I was pregnant in December when the X factor ended and Louis broke up with me before I could tell him
I was so heart broken and still am but I will do anything to give my baby the life they deserve
Everyone knows about the baby apart from Louis, I'm shocked he hasn't found out already to be completely honest.
I feel bad for keeping it from him but I feel embarrassed, he humiliated me and broke my heart, which makes me think did he ever love me?

I currently live by myself in small house, I see Lottie, Daisy and Phoebe all the time as they wanted to see their nephew which I was 100% okay with, they are all still so close with me but also with Louis which I appreciate, but Louis doesn't know they still see me.

In March Felicite passed away which broke everyone's heart so much. The girls were absolutely destroyed and even I was. I can't imagine how they all dealt, my baby is gonna know all about their auntie fizzy and how amazing she was

I'm still friends with everyone from the X factor and I am really close with Robbie and Ayda, they are actually expecting another baby via their surrogate which I am so happy about

Me and Molly are still so close but don't see each other as much

Luke turned out to be so much better and he's nearly completely healed now!

And I have also become really close with Perrie since she was on the X factor, me and her just bonded straight away

And today, the 13th of august, the best day of my life I gave birth to my baby boy, 1 week and 2 days early

He is the love of my life

He already has perfect dark hair, his face is so beautiful, and he looks exactly like his dad

Romeo 💙

I gave him my second name because I couldn't give him Louis', I just couldn't, which makes me so sad.

I can barely even say his name without my heart breaking because he destroyed me and I will forever be hurt from what he did

Romeo is absolutely amazing and I have never ever felt a love like this

I will do anything for me and my boy. Even if that means keeping him from his father