12/9/19
I fell back on the bed out of breath and Louis collapsed next to me also out of breath
"Wow" he said breathless and kissed the top of my head
I just lay there still in a daze from what just happened as my whole world spun.
There was nobody else in the world apart from you me and Louis right now.
I felt my heart rate start to go back to normal as we lay there heavy breathing
"Did you mean it?" Louis asked
I looked up at him confused looking into his beautiful eyes
"When you said you loved me" Louis specified and I lay my hand on his cheek
"Of course I did, I never stopped" I said and he leaned forward and pecked my lips "but Louis, this doesn't mean we're back together"
"What how?" Louis asked confused
"It's more complicated than me just taking you back, I will look like a idiot to everyone,also Niall" I said and he sighed
"Does it matter to you that much what every one else thinks and do you like him genuinely" Louis said his face still close to mine
"When it's my friends and family yeah, and I do Louis, I'm not gonna lie, but I still love you and it's not fair to do that to him" I said and Louis sighed
"I hate myself so much for how I treated you, I'm so sorry, but I promise I will be here from now on, for good, for you and RoRo" Louis said and I nodded and kissed his lips
"I need to speak to Niall" I sighed "I'm a horrible person"
"Hey don't say that" Louis said and I sighed
"I'll need to wait till after his birthday! He's such a amazing guy too" I said and Louis nodded
"He is Reags he is, I need to speak to the lad too, I miss being close with him" Louis said
"He loves Romeo so much aswell" I said and sighed
"Why don't we make him romeos god father, I know we aren't getting Ro christened but it's like there still" Louis said and I immediately nodded
"Yeah he would appreciate that a lot" I said and Louis smiled
"Well we can tell him Tomorrow" Louis smiled and I did too
All of a sudden I heard my baby crying and I shot up and threw on a over sized top and shorts
"I'll be two seconds" Louis said and I nodded and went through to get Romeo
I ran over to Romeo in his hammock and picked him up
"Hey handsome" I said and kissed his head
He calmed down and I got my boob out and fed him
Oh god what just happened
13/9/19
Today is Nialls birthday and we have his party later on.
Me and Louis we're gonna ask him to be Romeos god father. Louis said he wants to talk to him anyway about everything.
I'm so happy Romeo is coming with me to this one. He can meet Harry and the others, since Liams party Harry's been wanting to meet him.
I also got along really well with Gemma and Lou and found out they are friends with Lottie aswell so we're gonna have a girls night at some point
I was currently getting Romeo ready for tonight and I put him in a cute little baby outfit
The bottoms were navy and a white top with navy suspenders and a little bow tie, he looked so adorable
"I've never seen a cute baby" I said to my baby making him gurgling making me laugh
He then had his nap which was good as it gave me the opportunity to go get ready
I leather black shorts and a white lace body suit. Red is honestly my favourite colour.
I put on white heels which made my legs look very tanned. I tanned lightly last night but not too much
I curled my dark brown hair into loose waves and did my eyebrows, face makeup, lashes and a red lip.
Once I was done I sprayed my self and picked up my phone and went to the living room
I still have a bit of time until I need to leave
I saw Louis phoning me and I picked up
"Hello" I said
"Hey Reags, I'm getting a taxi want me to pick you up on the way?" Louis said
"I was just gonna drive" I said
"But then you can't drink" Louis said
"Yeah it's fine I'm gonna have a baby to look after" I said and he laughed
"Both of us will be there and plenty others, Lou is bringing lux aswell, even if you only have one" Louis said and I sighed
"Yeah okay, I'll need to get Ros car seat and that ready then, when you leaving" I asked
"About five minutes I won't be too long to yours" Louis said and I nodded
"Okay I'll see you soon" I said and hung up and went and got Romeos bad and car seat ready
Romeo was still asleep so I strapped him into the car seat as gently as I could and heard the door knock
I opened the door
"Hey you- wow" Louis said and looked me up and down, nearly licking his lips
"Eyes up here tommo" I said and laughed
"Sorry, I forgot how amazing you looked in red" Louis said in a deep voice
"Thanks Louis, right Ro is in his car seat sleeping let me go get him" I said and he nodded
I went and got Romeo and his bag and my phone before we left and Romeo took a hold of Romeos car seat
"Hey baby" Louis said as he strapped the car seat into the taxi even though he was sleeping
I got in the middle next to Romeo and Louis sat beside me.
He gave the driver the address and then we took off
"You look beautiful" Louis whispered and I smiled looking at what he was wearing
He had on blue jeans and a nice top
"You look good too darling" I said and he placed his hand on my leg and I smiled and moved it off
"Keep your hands to yourself though tommo! Remember what I told you yesterday, we aren't back together" I said and he groaned
"You can't do this to me babe your killing me" Louis said and gestured to his now growing bulge
"I didn't tho anything babe" I said mocking him "I would take care of that before he get there"
He groaned and leaned back in defeat
Romeo let out a little snore which melted my heart
"He's so amazing, I can't believe we made him" I said and Louis nodded
"He gets all the looks from you love" Louis said and we soon pulled up outside the venue where Nialls party was
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