Always you (sequel to love is love)

11: Nervousness

22/8/19

Today I was meeting Niall and I'm so nervous, today could go one of two ways.

Liam said that Nialls such a nice guy aswell that's the thing.

I've decided to take Liam and mayas advice and think of Niall as Niall not Louis friend. Because in reality Louis hasn't spoke to him in so long

But I do need to tell him the truth, he needs to know so that it's his choice.

Anyway, I'm meeting Niall at Nandos at 1pm, we decided to go simple cause why not, we both love nandos too.

I'm gonna head over to Liam and mayas at 12 to speak to them first aswell.

I texted Lottie last night saying Li and Maya wanted to watch him which she understood

It's currently 11 and I'm pacing not knowing what to wear as Romeo was asleep in his cot.

I settled on light pink mom jeans and a white long sleeve top. I put on my which fila trainers

I curled the ends of my hair and put on a bit of makeup. I just filled in my eyebrows slightly and did face makeup minus foundation.

When I was done it was just passed 12 and I got Romeo into his car seat putting all his clothes, bottles and changing bags in my car and I brought his pram in case they wanted to take him out.

I headed to the address Liam gave me and then got Romeo out. And saw he was still sleeping

What a little angel

I clipped his seat on to his pram and put every thing else in the under but

I'm really nervous, this is the first time I'm leaving him since giving both, I'm gonna miss him so much

I walked up to Liams door and knocked

Soon Maya answered

"Hey Reagan, come in" maya said and I gave her a hug

"Hi Maya!" I said and walked in pushing his pram and she lead me through to where Liam was sitting

"Hey" I said and he smiled

"Hey Reags" he smiled "where's ro"

"He's sleeping, hes in the pram" i gestured to it "you want me to just leave him in there?"

"If he's comfortable enough" Maya said

"He should be, you can take the car seat off and sit it near you if you like" I said and Liam nodded and I unclipped it and sat it next to Liam and he stroked Romeos hand as he played his video games

"How you feeling" Maya asked me

"Quite nervous to be honest" I said laughing slightly

"Don't be Reags he's gonna love you" Liam said not taking his eye of the screen

"Not just that, this is my first time leaving the baby, I'm just gonna miss him a lot" I said and Maya nodded understandingly

"He will be fine I promise, we're gonna go on a walk in a bit with him" Maya said assuring me

"Yeah I trust you guys, everything you will need is in the bottom bit, he will probably wake up soon, if you need anything feel free to phone me" I rambled and Liam chuckled

"You forget I've done this before, he will be fine I promise, you just have fun!" Liam said and I smiled

"I really appreciate you two doing this, thank you so much" I said

"Don't thank us we're doing this because we want to" maya said and I sent her a smile and hugged her

It's crazy she's only my age, she seems so mature

I looked at the time and it was 12:40 and I felt nerves sink in

"You look beautiful" Maya said

"Thank you so much! I'm so nervous ahh" I let out and she laughed

"You will be fine" she said and gave me another hug

I gave Liam a quick hug before turning to my little baby

Ahh this is so hard

"Mummy loves you so much baby" I said even though he was sleeping and I planted loads of kisses all over his face

Liam and Maya both smiled at me

"Good luck" Liam shouted as I headed out

"Bye guys" I shouted back

I made my way to my car and made sure my makeup looked okay In the mirror

Okay this is actually happening, right Reags you can do this

I started the engine and made my way to nandos.

I'm so nervous ahhhh.

A.N-

Hey sorry this is a really short one, please let me know what you think so far of the sequel x