Always you (sequel to love is love)

16: Agreements

24/8/19

Ive not spoke to Lottie or any of the girls since yesterday, I don't know if they are annoyed at me or not but I can't just let everything drop and suddenly forgive Louis cause he's sad

He heard me say yesterday I love him, I do, so much, but he isn't meant to know that, I need to seem strong in front of him

I don't want to be the ex who never moved on, but I am. Ugh I don't know what to do

I do feel myself getting butterflies around Niall, which I never expected, he's amazing. But no matter what, Louis is always in the back of my mind

I need to forget about him now, he's out of my life, it's me and Romeo now.

Niall stayed over again last night but agreed to stay in the guest room again after us not wanting him too, but it's for the best or who knows what would of happened.

I woke up and rubbed my eyes, wow ro is such a good sleeper, hows he still asleep it's 10

I am really upset not gonna like, I've just possibly lost my best friend.

Lottie has always been the one by my side through everything and I'm just so sad we argued, we never do. I get she loves Louis and he's her brother, but she really can't expect me to just forgive him

I pulled out my phone and decided to text her, I can't deal with the thought of not being friends

Reagan: I'm so sorry for messaging but I really hate arguing with you. We need to talk soon, just me and you, with no interruptions. x

Lottie: I was just thinking the exact same, I miss you already :( yeah definitely want me to come over or you wanna come over? x

Reagan: maybe my house just to be safe? Come ove whenever x

Lottie: okay I'll come over at like 1ish x

I sighed and got up and bringing the monitor seeing as how Romeo was still sleeping.

I walked through to the living room seeing Niall on the couch on his phone

"Morning" I said sitting right next to him

"Morning love" he said and pecked my cheek

"What ya doing" I asked and he shrugged

"Just scrolling through my phone and that, I'll probably need to leave today" Niall said sadly

"That's understandable you have been here two days darling" I said and he put his arm around me

"Not long enough" Niall huffed "I wanna see you as soon as I can"

"Same with you, little chubs is gonna miss you being here too" I said and he smiled

"I'll be back soon I promise" Niall said stroking my face and I smiled to him

I leaned in and pecked his lips slightly making him grin and rub his nose with mine

"I'm gonna stay a bit then get going" Niall said and I nodded

"Oh I'll need to drop you off at your car" I said and Niall shook his head

"Deo is gonna pick me up and take me to it, gonna go play some golf" Niall said and I nodded

"I've really loved you being here niall" I said and felt my heart flutter at his eyes

"I love being with ya too" Niall said and kissed me again "so there's gonna be a second date" he half joked

"Hm I don't know" I joked and pretended to think

"Right I'll get going then" Niall said getting up pretending to leave