Always you (sequel to love is love)

8: Catch ups

18/8/19

Yesterday was most probably the most I have cried ever. I just need to, seeing him, hearing his voice brought everything back

He was with his new girlfriend to which hurt me to, he saw his baby, without knowing he was him.

I lay in bed, my eyes sticky with tears as Romeo slept peacefully in his cot

I picked up my phone to see I have lots of texts

Lottie: omg Reags I'm so so so sorry I was about to tell you that he visited me but I didn't think he was about to come in, apparently he left his phone. After you left he left. I'm so sorry xxx

Reagan: don't be sorry Lottie, it's not your fault, I'm sorry if he's mad at you guys, he was right, your his sisters, I love you guys but I need time x

I sighed and wiped my eyes as I felt a couple tears

I answered Daisy and Phoebe who were making sure I was okay

I'm not but I can't show anyone that, to everyone else, I'm happy, strong which is what everyone needs to see

I went on Instagram to see Liam and maya had followed me, I had a dm from maya

Maya_henry: Hello I'm Liams girlfriend Maya, he told me you saw him and that we should get to know each other a bit more so I was wondering if you wanted to meet up at some point x

Reaganwilliams: hey so nice to hear from you, yeah I agree I would love that Maya xx

I replied to Liam aswell

I texted Perrie everything that's happened in the past two days and she replied almost instantly

Pez: you are joking, who does he think he is! I'm gonna come over later if that's okay, you need me right now and I wanna meet my little Romeo x

Reagan: of course, I do. I miss you :( feel free to bring girls. X

I got along with all 4 girls amazing but Perrie has just been my rock through my pregnancy

Today Jon needed to go home which I understood, he's been so amazing but he has his own life

My skin felt all dry and flaky from crying. I sighed and sat up wiping my eyes

All that could run through my head was Louis. He's actually here. I actually saw him

I can't process it, the boy who broke me, the only boy I've ever loved is back.

I don't know why I still care so much, I shouldn't, he obviously doesn't.

I heard Romeos soft cries which broke me out of my thoughts

I smiled as he is the only thing that matters to me right now, he is my love, he means get the world to me

Are I picked him up

"Hey baby" I said in my baby voice as I held him

He continued to cry and I realised he is probably hungry

I sat on my bed and gave him my boob

I got my phone again while he fed and saw Lottie, maya and perrie replied

Lottie: of course I understand. Remember I love you, I love Ro. Don't worry about him being mad at us, he won't for long x

Reagan: me and Ro love you so so much xx

Perrie: of course, they will probs tag along they wanna meet the baba, we won't be too long x

I just left it at that and checked mayas message on Instagram