Mofo Crazy Love

Michael

I was 10 years old when my mom died of cancer and that was the first time I griefed and delt with a broken heart. 

I entered to a new school. 

I was so shy and fat. 

A boy called Jason started to be my friend , I didn't know he would be my friend forever. 

On the first period he and I sat with a very hype girl called Jennifer, brunette hair with a lot of energy she was waving at a boy but he pretended like he didn't see her. Next to her was a fat girl, Katherine, blonde and very pretty. She had some glasses on and a book, always a book on her hands. 

She and I talked and we became friends. I secretly had a crush on her, who wouldn't she was nice and smart, and she had a killer smile. 

She would stay to watch me play, after practice we would go for an ice cream. I told her everything about my mom and she understood, and was a very good friend. She had a little brother and she said he was annoying but adorable. Jason, Jennifer, Katherine and I were just good friends. 

Katherine was always for me when I needed her the most, she also was my first kiss. My secret first kiss. 

But everything changed after the first game, I scored and I was adored and my new friends push me away from Katherine and I didn't fight for her, she seemeed busy with Jennifer and her books. But I always stared at her when she didn't know. I always noticed my first friend and my first crush. With the years we became strangers but there are things you simply pretend to forget. 

I would have looked for her but with the time she changed too. 

Her mom was always too nice with me, so I hitted some guys who said crap about Katherine's mom. 

And now I realized that she was always that girl that you fall in love and your destined to adored her foerever. After all this years, she is still the girl that makes me smile after the rain. 

After Katherine entered to the room she cried on the shoulders of her dad and then he left them, he was angry with Katherine's mom. She stared at me just when she picked up Katherine when we were kids. Jennifer hugged her, they stayed angry for 15 minutes but eventually Jennifer forgave her. I tried to reach her but she didn't want. 

She was very hurt, so I was. 

Nicolas was pure joy in this world. 

Now he is gone, and I am sorry about that loss. 

This is the third time I have my heart broken. 

I do know what it feels, now she can understand me better what it is like when the joy of your life is taken by some damn cells. 

I left the hospital to cry on my own. 

On the next days of school Katherine spent the time on the library and she didn't speak at all not even at Literature her favorite class. 

Everybody heard about the disaster of the wedding of her father and that now he doesn't want to see her. 

She is on her own with her mom .