Mofo Crazy Love

Jennifer

Matthew and I stayed other days at my house and we talked a lot. 

We talked about that night and that was when he broke my heart. 

Till that moment I didn't realized before he had done it before, I felt something that I have been feeling for a long time. Sad. 

He said that he liked me like a friend, he fucked me over but I guess that is what he does. 

He fucks people over. 

Other people leaves people and fucks them over, we are so great. Evolution really did it best. 

And then I realized Katherine was having secrets from me. 

Matthew told me that he had more feelings for Katherine than for me. My best friend with my best friend how screwed up. 

I asked him to take me to her house and there I found Katherine with Michael, my second choice. All this that she could have told me but she prefered to hurt me. 

Matthew was the first one to talk. 

-YOU SON OF A BITCH

-Matthew, stop- Katherine

-He is using you, Kat. 

-What are you talking about?

-The night of the game in the locker's room he told me he was going to make me suffer with you. 

-What?

-He is crazy. Katherine is not true. 

-You didn't tell him that. 

-I meant Jennifer I didn't know your names. 

-What?

-C'mon I didn't pay attention to you, we belong to different worlds at school. 

-You used me to get revenge at Matthew?- I said. 

-That was at the beginning I did started to have feelings for you, I am sorry. It wasn't all a lie. 

-Did you know?

-Of course not. 

-Then what is he doing here?

-We were together the last week. 

-And you didin't tell me. 

-I don't have to tell you everything in my life. 

-I am your best friend and you didn't tell me about Michael, that way this wouldn't have gone that far. But you didn't care because all you care is you and those stupid books. 

-Jennifer , I thought he was playing at first.

-I am sorry did this happen before Matthew or after. 

-Yes, I am confused- Matthew

-Matthew and I are just friends. 

-We talked about future Katherine, we talked hours, we almost kissed. 

-But we didn't. Jennifer I would never do that to you, you are my best friend. 

-Don't say that. You knew all along how I felt and you betrayed me. 

-no, at first I felt confused, I started to like him but I felt bad all the time and then Michael happened. I am sorry Matthew but you and I are only friends. 

-You played with both of us, didnt you?

-Jennifer, I really like you, I felt confused too. You don't deserve to be in love with somebody who just uses you. 

-I am sorry, but you did the same thing. 

-He was stealing my power, I had to do something. 

-I can't believe you. 

-Katherine. 

-We had sex. 

-I have a lot of sex. 

-So when you weren't seeing me , you were seeing my best friend. 

-It's complicated. 

-It seems very easy to me. 

-Katherine, I just want you to know that I was playing with both of you at the beginning but then it got real, and I started to feel like I haven't felt in a long time. I really like you. 

-It was all a stupid game for you. You used me too?

-It was a challenge to date you, so I could show to my friends that I can be with whoever I want. 

-I thought you and I

-You read a lot of books but in real life that doesn't work that way. You  and I can't be boyfriend , girlfriend. You are out of league. 

-Out of your league. This is not an american movie. You did all She is all that to me. 

-Yes, I am sorry but I understood the reference. 

-I don't want to ever see you again. You have ruined my life just like I suspected it, you are the shit everybody knows you are, you only play with other people feelings because you can't have them and you think it is fun but it wasnt fun tearing my heart. Which one where you choosing? Jennifer or I?

-You know that you wouldn't be Katherine. 

-Go with your crocodrile tears somewhere else. I don't want to see you again. 

-Kat. 

-Leave me alone. 

-It meant something for me, this weekend. Don't throw it away for something stupid. 

-Throw what away? You just say it, I am out of your league. and you are out of mine, you are just a cliche Michael and I deserve more than you.

-Actually Katherine you deserve each other, because you are the same shit. 

Katherine's phone rang, it was her mom. 

Nicolas was very sick at the hospital. 

I drove her to the hospital.