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At the Gryffindor common room/ Hermione's POV:

"I'm confused by my own feelings"

As soon as I stepped into the common room, Lavender&Ginny came to me and asked how my "date" was.

"Girls, how often will I have to repeat myself? This was not a date! We only worked on our project. If you doubt this, feel free to ask Madam Pince and the other students in the library", I said and rolled y eyes dramatically. Why are they all so keen on Draco and me dating?

"Whatever, let's play Wizard Chess! I haven't played this in a while", Ginny tried to change the subject. I guess she tried to help me out. Lavender and Ginny started to play and I was organizing some things for S.P.E.W.

Right before they fell asleep
"Hey, Hermione", Ginny whispered.

"What, I'm trying to sleep!", I whispered back, hopefully, I didn't wake up the other two students in our room.

"Is there really nothing you want to tell me?", I think she meant the relationship between me and Draco, but I better don't tell her that we became friends yet.

"Oh yeah. Harry asked me to send you imaginary kisses", I lied.

"C'mon, Mione. I can tell that's not all. But good night", she yawned and fell asleep.
I stayed awake to write Harry a letter.

Hey Harry,

I have to tell you something. Promise you don't tell Ron, I don't want him to misunderstand this situation, you know how jealous he can become.
So, as I already mentioned yesterday, we can work on a project this year. But only under the condition that we work with someone of the opposite gender and of a different house. The problem was that I barely know anyone, so I have to work with Malfoy(we call each other by our first names and we became friends too). I thought that it's going be torture at first, but he's actually a nice guy. A very nice guy. I'm so confused about myself. I mean he was our former enemy. The guy that called me a mudblood, the guy that broke your nose, the guy that sneered about Ron's family, and so on. I really don't know why, but I think I like him. Maybe only a bit. But on the other hand, I still love Ron. And Draco is engaged with Astoria Greengrass. Can you give me some advice on how to handle this situation (I don't want to ask Ginny, because I don't want her to tell it, Ron)

Hope you can help me,

Hermione Jean Granger

(PS: If you tell Ron, I'll tell everyone that you farted once in DADA and told everyone it was Ron)
(PPS: or I'll throw a hex on you. I'm not sure yet)

I re-read it and sighed. How can I be confused by myself? I'm considered the brightest witch of our age. I should be clear about my own feelings. Whatever, I addressed the envelope and sent the letter away. Then I fell asleep, dreaming about how every house-elf could be freed and about how I can develop S.P.E.W.

Okayyy, so this is already chapter seven. I'm not sure if I should write longer or shorter chapters. What do you guys think? Please write it in the comment section. I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I want to say thank you for all the reads! Feel free to leave feedback on the length of the chapter, language, content, and co. or vote, of course only if you want to.

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