" Psychosis "
Part 16
Jayden
I haven't been near him all day. I'd make their food and go in the guest room. I'd clean and leave the room as soon as he walks in. I didn't think I would get so drunk I would sleep with someone. Especially keith which makes it worst. I put the plates on the table yelling food was done. They all walked in and I went upstairs into the guest room. I passed August as fast as I could, closing and locking the guest room door. I sat against the wall, looking at the marks around my neck through my phone. I understand I messed up , but did I really deserve to get choked up in front if my son. I laid my head against the door when I heard a soft knock on the door.
Ty: Mommy ?
I opened the door seeing Ty with a plate in his hand. He walked in then walked back out grabbing his plate. I closed the door locking it again. He sat next to me and started eating.
Ty: Eat momma you haven't ate all day
Jayden: I'm not hungry baby
Ty: At least eat for me?
I nodded and starting eating with him. He leaned on me eating his vegetables. I kissed his forehead eating mine.
Ty: Why do you let him hurt you mommy? Why did you let dad hurt you ?
Jayden: Well you see with your dad, I stayed with it because I wanted you to grow up with a father. I ended up leaving because he said he didn't care. August is a different situation. I know it's his disease causing him to do that. I feel like if I leave and pack up, I lost hope in him. Plus mommy did mess up big, but you shouldn't worry about that. I can handle this .
Ty: I don't like you getting hurt mommy.
Jayden: I know baby. It will get better soon. I promise.
We finished eating. He grabbed the plates leaving as I hopped in the shower. Once I got out August was in the room. I closed the bathroom locking it. I saw him trying to open the door.
August : Jayden stop. Please can we just tall about this
I shook my head no as if he could actually see me. I climbed in the shower closing the shower door. He got the door open and walked towards me. He tried to pull the door open but I had a pretty good grip
August : Baby stop !
Jayden: Go away.
August: Jayden please. I just want to talk.
Jayden: Enough was said and done. Just leave please.
August : I heard what you told Tyson.
I looked up still holding the door. He stopped pulling & looked at me. He put his hands in his pockets, looking down at the floor.
August : Is it true what you said ?
Jayden : What?
August : That you feel like if you leave, you Lost hope in me. I understand you made a mistake, and I didn't handle that situation really well. It's just the thought of you sleeping with another person kills me. I'm happy you didn't hide it and you owned up to it. I just don't want you clubbing anymore at all unless I'm with you. I just want you to quit being scared and forgive me.
I let go of the shower door, looking at him. He opened the shower door walking into there with me. I back up to the wall. He walked up to me, pulling me close and I wrapped my arms around his neck.
August : I'm sorry
Jayden : I deserved it
August: Stop saying that. No women deserves to get hit or choked, no matter what they do. Men are too strong to be hitting women. Seriously
