" Psychosis "
Part 11
Jayden :
I'm feeling better it's been 5 months since the miscarriage and I've been cool. August is out and with me. Tyson won't talk to him at all, but he always ask for keith. Keith always takes him on the weekends. I don't talk much, I'm mostly zoned out. I would've have a little boy.
August: Hey baby , breakfast is done. It's your favorite
Jayden: mhmm.
I slowly turned to look at him. He made a slight smile, he sat next to me and kissed my cheek. He rubbed the top of my hand with his thumb. He started singing, I laid on his shoulder smiling .
August: You know I had the perfect name picked out for him
Jayden: Really ?
August: Mike Tyson , you know since we already got a Tyson
I started busting out laughing. He looked at me and started laughing along with me. I lifted my head off his shoulder , smiling looking at him.
August: It's good to hear you laugh and see you smile.
Jayden: What's the real name ?
August: Anthony August Alsina. Switched my middle and first .
Jayden: Wow that's actually cute.
August: My name so it's gonna be.
I shook my head and he helped me up. We walked downstairs to see plates set, and Tyson already eating. I sat next to him and said my prayers. August sat down, looking at Tyson.
Jayden: You not eating babe ?
August: I'm not hungry
Tyson: Momma where's keith ?
Jayden: I'm not his keeper Tyson. Spend time with august you use to be obsessed with him.
Tyson: I'm good
August: why do you hate me all of a sudden?
Tyson dropped his fork & walked out of the kitchen. August sat back rubbing his face. He picked out plates up and started doing dishes. I walked up behind him, rubbing his back, & kissed his shoulder. He put his arms on the counter, sighing.
August: He hates me Jayden.
Jayden: I'll talk to him, okay ?
He nodded and continued doing dishes. I walked upstairs finding Tyson coloring on his iPad. I grabbed it making him look at me
Jayden: we need to talk now Tyson Lamonte Carter
Tyson: Yes momma ?
Jayden: Why are you treating august like this all of a sudden ? He's trying to be nice to you.
Tyson: I'm scared momma. What if he goes all crazy and kills us? I don't want him to hurt you again. I can't protect you
I looked at Tyson as he had tears coming out of his eyes. I wiped his eyes and hugged him.
August: Tyson I changed just for you and your mother .
We both looked up at August and saw him with a concerned face.
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August :
It worries me that Tyson thinks like that. I still go to my therapist every day just to make sure I stay in my comfort zone. I walked next to him and bent down to their level
August: I take classes every day to stay controlled. My doctor gave me stronger medicine. I talk my feelings out with your mom and my therapist. I know I scared you in the past Tyson , I didn't want you guys to leave me. I couldn't think straight. I know you may hate me for killing your father and all , I deeply apologize for putting you through everything. I promised I'm staying controlled just for you guys.
Tyson: August , you promise to protect me and my momma ?
August: Of course
Jayden: Tyson don't you have another question?
I looked at him and he was looking at Jayden. She shook her head no, he made his puppy eyes. Jayden sighed looking up at me. I looked at her even more worried.
Jayden: August, is it okay for Tyson to call you dad ?
August: Yes Ty.
Tyson smiled, jumping into my arms. I laughed as Jayden smiled. The front door opened and Tyson heard keith. He took off and Jayden laughed. I was walking out of the room when Jayden called me
Jayden: Aye, Mr Alsina. You're all mine tonight
She kissed my cheek walking past me. I smiled, watching her walk towards the stairs in leggings.
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Keith:
Yeah yeah I'm still around. I told ya niggas I ain't going no where. Realize it. Lil Tyson came running towards me and I picked him up . Jayden walked downstairs and I bit my lip at her. That was until august walked downstairs and kissed her. He walked into the kitchen and she watched him. She turned looking at me and slightly smiled. She walked up to me and hugged me.
Keith : How ya feeling gorgeous ?
Jayden: feeling better . Be careful with my son
Keith: Yes ma'am . We're just gonna watch some movies and play the game. The usual , might call over my girl when he's sleep
Jayden: Excuse me , repeat that last sentence ?
I looked at Jayden and she had jealously all over her face. She crossed her arms and I let Tyson down. He ran upstairs grabbing his bag. She walked up to me and put her finger in my face
Jayden; I don't want no hoes around my son you understand me. Not one should be touching you or anything around my son.
Keith: Is that jealously I'm sensing or nah ?
She stopped and made a confused face. She scoffed and crossed her arms. I rubbed my hands together waiting on an answer. I smirked, & Tyson ran back downstairs. Jayden walked us out and I put Tyson in the back. I opened my door and she grabbed my shoulder.
Jayden: I am not jealous Keith.
Keith: Don't lie. I don't have a girlfriend anyways .
Her mouth dropped open and I closed my door backing out. I waved and she flicked me off walking inside. I love messing with her.
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Jayden:
I walked back inside and found august chilling in the couch. I skipped over to him and jumped on him lap. He held my waist smiling, I leaned down giving him a kiss. Once he kissed back I deepened it.
August: Woah, someone's happy
Jayden: Just spending time with my baby that's all
He laughed. He kissed me again and I kissed back. We broke the kiss and I laid my head on shoulder. He grabbed the controller playing 2k15.
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