" Psychosis "
Part 9
5 Months Later..
August:
I was sitting in another therapy sessions at the mental hospital. I won't speak, and they said that's the only way to shorten my time. To be honest, I just miss Jayden. I realized how I acted and it's tearing me apart. I know Keith is trying to win her, a part of me thinks it will work.
Therapist: August just talk, it helps relax your mind and you'll be gone quicker.
I just ignored her, I told her the first day the only person I wanted to talk to was Jayden. Does she not understand that? I heard the door open and she welcomed someone. The person sat next to me. I sighed, thinking about how big Jayden is right now. I smiled, maybe she'll have another boy.
Therapist: Try to make him talk to you. I'll just sit here ..
I looked at her and mugged her. I turned and saw a pregnant Jayden sitting next to me. My eyes widen, she made a slight smile. I scooted away from her, I didn't want to hurt her.
Jayden: It's okay August.
Her voice was soft, and she sounded tired. I relaxed moving a little closer to her, she put her hand on top of mine. I felt complete again, I missed her so much.
Jayden: Why won't you talk
August: She doesn't need to know my business.
Jayden: You'll be back home quicker sweetie.
I looked at her , and she moved my hand on her stomach. I felt the baby moving, I smiled. I started rubbing her stomach. The baby kicked my hand and she jumped holding her stomach. I snatched my hand back, thinking I hurt her.
Jayden: The baby has a strong kick.
I sighed in relief. She grabbed my hand, playing with my fingers. She looked at me , and leaned over kissing my cheek. This is what I actually wanted , not to be in here. My stupid psychosis just had to take over.
Jayden: Why'd you kill him ?
August: I was only protecting you, he hit you.
Jayden: What made you think that was smart?
August: To be honest after I did it, I regretted it all. I stopped by an alley started throwing up. You were depressed after that and so was I. Watching you walk around with red puffy eyes and hair a mess, I couldn't take it. So that night you came over I did anything to make you happy as much as I could
Jayden: And Keith ?
August: I felt like I would lose you because of him. I felt complete with you and Tyson. Like a little family. Then Keith came around and he kept involving himself in plans. I felt like he was doing it in purpose, I wasn't going to kill him. Just like a scare or something.
Jayden looked at the therapist and nodded. I laid my head on Jaydens shoulder, she kissed my forehead. I wrapped my arm around her and my baby. I'm only here to protect them, but I can't protect them from the real world in here..
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Jayden:
After all the phone calls to come see him, I finally did. When I walked in you could tell he was unhappy. It's hurts to see him like this. He laid on my shoulder and wrapped his arm around me. He didn't hold me tight cause he's scared to hurt me. I don't want him to be scared anymore. The therapist walked out and August looked at me
August: What made you come now?
Jayden: I missed you and I want you home as soon as possible.
I looked in his eyes and he smiled. I smiled, rubbing his arm. I'm still working on forgiving him and he knows that. I was staring off into space, and he rubbed my stomach. I kissed him, holding his face. He smiled, breaking the kiss off.
