Day by day, I'll get over him.
Even if it takes weeks or months. I know I'll get over him. I shouldn't be stressing over a dumb boy anyway. I know he has his own things to deal with but still, it doesn't give him a right to treat me like shit. I never even done anything to him recently.
He thinks it's okay for him to completely lash out on me and treat me like I'm nothing. I might have endured it the first few times but I can't anymore.
He doesn't have a right.
To leave me out in the blue without telling me why and then treating me like this whenever I've been doing nothing but comforting him.
I'm done with you, Jeongin.
Even if my heart tells me not to be.
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"Y/N." Jeongin called out for her name.
"Y/N," he sobbed.
It was 3 in the morning, he couldn't do anything even if he wanted to yell with all of his lungs to tell her he misses her. Jeongin missed her so much; he longed for her touch, her cuddles, her affection, everything.
He missed her.
He knew she was letting go of him and he still didn't try to get her back. He let her leave, and he was completely broken because of it. It was his fault for letting her leave, for letting her really move on from him.
He was breaking day by day seeing her every morning for breakfast, having to act like he didn't give a damn about her. He knew she had already moved, he didn't want to drag her back into the same mess.
He knew he was a mess, and as much as he missed Y/N, he knew he couldn't dare to make her come back. He knew she was happy with someone else, he knew she didn't want to be happy with him anymore.
It completely ruined him.
The fact that he had the opportunity to try and get her back and never tried,
The fact that he took her for granted and never knew how much she was really worth,
The fact that he left her in the dust when she was there for him through thick and thin,
The fact that he lashed out on her when she simply wanted to comfort him,
It ruined him.
He knew it was all his fault,
And it ruined him.
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enemies: two
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on & off ⁀➷ y.jn ✓
Fanfictiony/n and jeongin have been on and off; countlessly hurting each other from misunderstandings and hard feelings. y/n finally decides to give up on him after another blowout. will they grow to love each other again, or will they always remain enemies? ...
