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KWON Y/N POV

I finally got out of bed after procrastinating for a whole hour. I brushed my teeth and did everything I needed to do, then went downstairs to see all five of them together in the living room.

They notice me downstairs, and they all look at me with a smile.. except for Jeongin. I join them on the sofa next to Lee Chan and he rests his head on mine.

"I think he likes you..." Jeongin mumbles

I move my head away from Lee Chan and he doesn't seem to mind.

"You wake up so late now, sis!" Soonyoung yells while playing Mario Kart.

"What else can she do?" Jeonghan adds in.

"Eat breakfast with us!" Lee Chan fusses.

"She usually doesn't have an appetite in the morning." Soonyoung says.

"You know me well, for once." I snicker.

"That's what big brothers are for~" Soonyoung coos.

"You hid chocolate mushrooms from her, hyung." Lee Chan deadpans.

"Not just from HER, from the both of you."

"Why?! That's not fair!"

"Because you two eat all of them every time." Soonyoung breathes out deeply.

"At least we're saving you from one less poop." Lee Chan fusses again.

"Yeah, you really do poop a lot.." Jeongin chuckles slowly.

"Even Jeongin knows you shit a lot." Jihoon snickers.

"Why do you guys always talk about Soonyoung pooping? Leave him alone," Jeonghan laughs loudly.

"Hyungs." Jeongin speaks up.

"My friend is coming over in a little." He says.

"Who?" Soonyoung asks him.

"Her name is Haeyoung."

My heart drops, hearing her name. I sigh without saying anything, just listening to their conversation since I couldn't really say what I wanted to say.

Millions of thoughts encountered my mind; since when were they friends? Doesn't he know how bad of a person she is? Doesn't he know better? Since when did he like her as a friend? Is he doing this to make me jealous? Because I don't want to be with him?

"It's a girl!" Jeonghan exclaims.

"Y-Yeah.." Jeongin giggles.

"Sis, do you know her?" Soonyoung asks me.

I grit my teeth. "Yeah."

YANG JEONGIN POV

"Sis, do you know her?"

".. yeah." Y/N replies.

"She'll be here in about five minutes, hyungs." I tell them.

"... I'm going upstairs to my room." Y/N simply says and goes upstairs.

Hearing her door kind of slam shut, I gulp with my heart feeling a little tightened. I shake it away as the doorbell rings. I stand up, getting the door. As expected, it was Haeyoung.

She smiles at me and I give her a half-genuine smile back. I let her in and she takes off her shoes while I close the door and lock it back closed.

The hyungs looked over at us.

"This is Haeyoung." I introduce.

"These are all my hyungs." I tell her.

"Nice to meet ya~" Jeonghan smiles.

They all get back to playing games while Haeyoung and I sat back on the sofa next to each other. I notice her scooting way closer to me, our thighs basically touching. I ignore it and watch the hyungs play games.

I can feel her rubbing on my arm in a weird slow way while she was on her phone. I gulp and freeze up, not knowing how to react. Even if she was doing all of this, I couldn't help but think of Y/N every second.

I felt saddened knowing she doesn't want to get back with me nor feel the same way. I'm sad but it was expected.. after all, I did hurt her and leave her over a stupid misunderstanding.

It felt horrible, knowing I left her because of a
dumb little assumption and I didn't even bother asking them first. I totally lost her and I can't help but feel like I'll never get her back.

I want to respect her decision of trying to be friends, but I really can't stand the idea of me losing her to someone else. I can't stick around for that, that's too much for my heart to handle. I can't even bare the thought of it.

Haeyoung has said that she wanted to try again as being friends because she realized she was a bad person before. I was skeptical at first, but it doesn't hurt to try it one last time.

THIRD PERSON POV

Y/N was in her room with thoughts filling up her mind. She felt outraged that Jeongin invited Haeyoung over, after he knew what she had done to Y/N.

She knew this was a way to get back at her for not wanting to get back with him. That part she understood, he wanted her to feel hurt because she hurt him first for not returning the same feelings. But the fact that he invited out of all girls, Haeyoung, was beyond shocking and disrespectful for her.

Y/N wanted Jeongin to do whatever he wanted, she was in no way to judge him and stop him from hanging out with any girls because after all, they weren't a thing anymore. But she couldn't help but feel a little betrayed after knowing he invited her over.

Y/N decided to go back downstairs to eat something since she was starting to feel hungry. As she walked out of her room, she turns her head and see them.

Kissing.