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KWON Y/N POV

next day

I woke up around.. five in the afternoon. I slept at around 7 in the morning, so I wasn't surprised. This whole quarantine thing was making me sleep deprived and messing up my sleep schedule, but hey, yolo right?

Ew. Never saying 'yolo' again.

It was awfully quiet in the house. I mean, I'm still in my room, but the house is usually always packed with Lee Chan and Soonyoung's shouts from downstairs. This only indicates that they went somewhere, because you can't be in a room with Chan and Soonyoung and NOT expect yells every three seconds.

I stayed in bed for another ten minutes until I forced myself to get out of bed. I walked to the bathroom, did my daily routine, then went downstairs. I spot Jeongin in the kitchen again; he's still eating ramen. He's always eating alone, I think he eats when no one else is around. He looks at me, then looks away quickly. I ignore it and walk to the kitchen, grabbing a banana.

"Do you perhaps know where my brother is?" I ask Jeongin.

"No. But they left." His voice is small but still strained.

"Oh, okay.." my voice trails off.

I sit in the living room, eating my banana in silence. I was watching TV so it was less awkward for me. Every now and then I can feel Jeongin staring directly at me, which made me uncomfortable, but I avoided it the best I can.

I suddenly get a call and it's from Hyunjin. I grab my phone and pick it up, answering the call.

"Yo, yo, yo~" he coos.

"What's up?" I smile.

"What ya doing? Miss you~~" he pouts like a baby.

"I'm eating a banana." I snort.

"Bananas are always good." He laughs.

"What are you doing, Hyunjin?" I ask him.

"Thinking of you~"

"Gross. Don't say that again." I say sarcastically.

"How rude!" He giggles.

Maybe I have superpowers, but I can feel Jeongin listening to what I was saying. He couldn't hear Hyunjin, but I have a gut feeling he was listening to me.

"Did you leave Felix's house?" I ask him.

"No, we're still all here."

"We miss you and Jeongin." Hyunjin whines.

"Video call." I suggest.

"Jeongin wouldn't want to do that." He sighs through the phone.

"I guess you're right.." I sigh as well.

"Have you seen him today? Is he okay?" Hyunjin asked me, his voice hinting with concern.

"I'm not sure. He doesn't.. really.." I struggle to get it out, since I know damn well Jeongin was listening to me and what I was saying.