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THIRD PERSON POV

"Please, Y/N," he pleads.

He runs over to her and hugs her tightly, not loosening his embrace for even a second. He begins sobbing harder and harder, crying onto her with all of his heart. She couldn't help but start sobbing hardly as well, both of them holding onto each other with all their might.

"Please, I love you so much," he sobs.

"Please, Y/N, please," he begs her.

"I love you so much, so much." He tells her over and over again.

"We can make this work, we're meant to be"

"Y/N, deep down you know we're meant to be, things are just rough right now, we'll get through it, please..." he starts sobbing hard again.

"You're the one for me, I'm the one for you! I want to grow up with you, become adults with you, because you're the one! I feel it in my guts, in my heart, in my soul that you're the one! I want to get married to you,"

"I want to grow up happy with you, Y/N! I want to go out and get boba with you whenever we get the chance, I want to cook dinner with you and eat with you,"

"You're the one for me, we're meant to be together, we both know it."

She tries pulling away, but he clings onto her even more. He holds her even tighter in his embrace, making sure she can't let go of him.

"Don't let go of me, please," he begs her.

"Please stay with me"

"I need you so damn bad, Y/N"

"Don't leave me, don't leave us" he pleads, still sobbing.

"If it doesn't work out again, I'll let you let go, but please, give us a chance, Y/N, I need you"

"Jeongin..." she mumbles.

"I'll give up everything for you, I'll do anything for you, if that means I can call you mine again, just please! Please Y/N, I'll do anything!"

Hearing and feeling him cry this hard was so heartbreaking for Y/N. She now knew he meant everything he said, she now knew he truly does love her.

She was still hesitant, she was afraid of getting hurt again. But at the same time, she loves him, as much as he loves her, regardless of all those times she tried denying those feelings for him. She desperately wants to be with him but is afraid of getting hurt again.

Hearing him say all of this was heart wrenching; knowing he truly longed for her love made her realize how much he really needed her; how much they needed each other. She knew he would really risk everything for her, and she felt the same way, but still, she couldn't help but worry about whether or not they'd end up hurt again.

"Jeongin, I.." Y/N couldn't stop sobbing.

"Yes, Y/N, please tell me you're thinking of saying yes!" He cries.

Hearing him cry this hard was so painful to hear, hearing them both cry this hard was painful for the both of them. They've been bottling up their emotions for so long, now they're finally letting it all out with each other.

They needed each other so badly and only realized it now. They had no idea they meant this much to each other until now. They had no idea, that they loved each other this much.

Y/N had to think hard about it, she had to make sure she knew what she truly wanted. She knew she wanted Jeongin, but she also needed time to think about whether or not she genuinely wanted to try again.

Jeongin was willing to wait for her as long as he had to, if that meant being able to smile with her again. He was willing to wait long nights if that meant being able to hold her hand and kiss her whenever he wanted. He was willing to give her as much time as she needed, if that meant being able to call her his.

He was willing to risk everything for her, if that meant being with her again.