Bumblebees Lost Love(tfp)

Gone

ASHLEYS POV

White. It was all I saw. It seemed to go on and on. Then I see two figures. Both silver. I then realize who they are.

"Sideswipe! Ironhide!" I yell. They both turn toward me. I start to run to them. Once I reach them, I hug them tight.

"Ashley. Why. Why did you kill yourself. Bumblebee misses you" Sides says.

"No way. He hates my guts. Not after he found out the truth" I say. Then a light appears. Inside is an image. I look at it.

"This is what's happening now" Ironhide says. I look closer. It's me at base with Bee standing next to me. He was crying. He was holding my hand, saying sorry and how he loves me. I couldn't believe what I was seeing.

"You see. He wants you back" Sides says.

"But I can't go back. I'm dead" I say.

"Your half alive half dead. Your head was shot, not your spark. Your spark slowly beats, to faint to even tell. Your mind, however, is gone. You can't tell yourself to move or wake up. The only reason I died was the shot to my head and the wounds from Ravage" Sides says.

"So I'm still alive. Is there a way to wake me up or something like that" I ask.

"The only way is if they realize your alive and try to help your mind" says Ironhide.

"So they have to realize I'm alive. That's gonna be awhile" I say. They all think I'm dead.

"Don't worry Ash. They will. They aren't giving up on you, well at least Bumblebee isn't" Sides says. I watch as Bee kisses me on the forehead,

"I hope so"
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BUMBLEBEES POV

Something doesn't seem right. Would Ashley die with just the shot to the head. Maybe. I don't know.

"Hey Ratchet. Can you make sure her spark isn't beating" I ask

"Bumblebee. I told you. It isn't" he says.

"Just please Ratchet. Just once" I say.

"Fine Bumblebee" he says as he walks over. He puts something where her spark is then hooks it to a monitor. There was nothing.

"I'm sorry Bee. She's dead" he says. Then faintly appears a beat. So faint that you could barely tell.

"She's alive. But... But how" Ratchet says. I couldn't believe it. She's alive.

"How could have I missed this. Ashley was shot in the head. Not her spark. So her spark somewhat works. But.."

"But what"

"Her mind. It's gone. She could forget everything and everyone. Maybe it was so severe that she won't wake up. She will be forever in a coma" No. She needs to wake up.

"Can you help her in anyway Ratchet" I ask.

"Well. I can try to fix her head. If I do it correctly, she will be fine and remember everything. Even if I do everything I can, she still might never be the same"

"Whatever it takes Ratchet. I just want her back"

"I will try my best Bumblebee"

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ASHLEYS POV

"I'm glad they are trying to bring me back and everything but something doesn't seem right"

"What do you mean" Sides asks.

"I just don't want to leave you guys again. I did it once, and I regret it"

"Ash. We wouldnt have forgiven ourselves if you were the one that died" Ironide says.

"It's sweet you think that way. But you shouldn't have been killed that way. By me. And I'm never going to forgive myself" I start to cry. I never will forgive myself. Sides wraps me in a hug.

"Ashley. It's not your fault. You tried to save us. You did everything you could" he says. Then my vision gets blurry. My sight of Sideswipe and Ironhide starts to fade.

"It looks like they fixed you Ash" says Ironhide. But for some reason it still didn't feel right. Leaving them here while I get to go back to living. Then they were gone. I was again in a room full of black, until I decide to wake up.