JENSHAD-always and forever( LOVE LIVES ON)✓

PART 39- LOVER ( 18++)

30th May and it's the QUEEN'S BIRTHDAY ❤️ Had to give a chapter here for the woman who inspires me and whom I adore, admire and idolise for the past 17 years. Happy happy birthday Jennifer WINGET😍❤️ You are a rockstar! Keep shining and keep slaying like a queen.

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Jenny hasn't been able to sleep as she lies next to Harshad with her head resting on his chest and his arms wrapped around her. She listens to his heartbeat and draws random patterns on his chest thinking about the events that happened that day. How she almost managed to break the glass walls of their paradise and her body shivers at the thought. But she took a stand and Harshad managed the rest. He always manages to calm the storm inside her. He has always been the rock. He's the one. He's the one she always thought she'd never find. He's the one who stepped up for her wherever it was needed. He's her rock that never crumbles. He's the ear that can never hear enough. He's her teacher, her best friend, her number one fan, her cheerleader, her soulmate. He's the one who climbed her walls and now guards her heart. Yet she managed to hurt him.

She feels a lump forming in her throat as she moves towards the washroom and throws up. She has a look at herself in the mirror and sees a pale and exhausted self, looking back at her. Her hand moves towards her belly as she wraps her arms around it and sits on the bathroom floor. She begins to talk to the baby as she feels her belly.

J: Hie there little one. I know Mamma hasn't been able to talk to you much. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what I've done today. I really didn't mean to, I swear. Will you be able to forgive me for today? You know I saw you for the first time today. And trust me baby, you're as important to me as your three elder siblings. They'll be so excited to know about you. She chuckles thinking about her older three. I can't believe you'll be joining us so soon. But I want to make a promise to you. I promise, I'll protect you and keep you safe from everything okay? But please don't leave me. Mamma needs you in her life now. Okay? My baby's a fighter. Just fight and survive for me? Daddy's a little upset. But he loves you so much. You'll be our youngest one. I'm sure he'll pamper you with all the love and cuddles. But please baby, forgive me.

She starts crying holding her tummy. Meanwhile Harshad finds the bed next to him empty and he wakes up not finding Jenny around. He waits for her for 5 minutes but when she doesn't come back, he moves towards the bathroom door and knocks on it.

H: Jen! You in there? Is everything okay?

J: Hmmphhh? Yeahhh...yaa just give me a few minutes. She manages to say the sentence amidst her sobs but her trembling voice doesn't go unnoticed by him.

H: Jennyyy.... I'm sorry but I'm coming in. He opens the door and finds her crying on the floor. He runs towards her and pulls her in his arms as she leans on his chest for support. Hey... what's wrong baba? Are you okay? Do you want to go to the doctor?

J: Nooo! I'm fine. He tries to pull away to look at her but she clutches onto him tightly. Please don't go.

H: Accha okay! I'm not going anywhere. But let's go to the bedroom at least?

J: I might throw up again. I'm feeling nauseous. Give me 5 more minutes. Harshad sits on the floor and pulls her into his lap as she settles in like a cocoon. He rubs her back continuously and pushes the hair off her face.

H: Now tell me what's bothering you? You've never cried for nausea. So what's wrong?

J: I don't know. I just couldn't sleep. I feel terrible for what I did today and I was just talking to the baby and apologising. I'm sorry Harshad. I...he cuts her mid sentence as he cups her face.