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Nine- Sirius

This morning James and Peter have astronomy and Remus and I have a free period which I'm glad about because that means me and my love get to spend the morning together alone.

"So, Padfoot, what do you suppose we do for the first two hours of the day considering we have a double free?" Asks Remus smirking as he puts his arm around my waist. God I can't resist that sandy hair and that geeky smile. "Well I was thinking homework would be a good start but I think you might be a distraction" I reply smiling as he kisses my neck "how so?" Asks Remus as his hand rides up my shirt

"Just a thought" I say softly rubbing my hands through his soft hair. He smiles on my skin as he moves up my neck and our lips lock. I feel up his back as I kiss his neck and he rubs his fingers through my long, black curls.

"Remus, as much as I'm enjoying this we should get work done otherwise we will never pass our OWLs" I say, Remus smirks and snags one more kiss "alright fine but if we keep taking kissing breaks just know it's because I always want to kiss you and now I have the opportunity to I might as well take advantage" replies Remus. I shake my head "that sounds reasonable" I say.

We sit down on the couch at the back that has a coffee table next to it and we get our homework to do, Remus puts a hand on my thigh "how come you haven't come out?" Asks Remus suddenly, I frown at him "I could ask you the same question" I retort, Remus shrugs "I mean, I don't really label myself as gay, I don't really care about gender just...personality I guess" says Remus "now you share" adds Remus, I sigh

"I've always had to keep it to myself considering my parents and their ways" I begin, Remus scoffs at the mention of my good for nothing parents "after that I just got used to it. Besides I think I like the whole school assuming I'm straight I get treated better. I don't know how many people would accept me for who I am so I guess I'll just stay the closeted gay kid until I'm ready to come out" I continue, "Sirius, you shouldn't have to hide who you are. Obviously I'm not going to force you out the closet when you aren't ready but you're perfect as you are especially to me. Besides whoever doesn't accept it can shove their opinion up their ass for all I care, they don't matter, they're irrelevant. You're true friends will love you all the same" says Remus

"God now you're the one making it hard not to kiss you" I say smiling, Remus smiles and I cup his face, kissing him. He kisses back but pulls away after a moment "homework, Padfoot" says Remus, I sigh "you're such a tease" I say, Remus laughs.

At lunch we meet up with Lily and James. Peter seems to be in the library or something but I don't really care. "You not sick of him yet, lils?" I ask, she chuckles and shakes her head, flicking James' nose "sick of him? I don't think I could bruise his pride like that, he's been pining for years I might as well repay him the favor" replies lily, I chuckle and shake my head "Padfoot you really are cruising for a bruising" says James

"Oh jog on, Prongs" I say, James shoves a mouthful of a ham and cheese sandwich in his mouth and I smirk.

"Sirius, can I sit with you?" Asks a girl, I look up to see my cousin Tonks who's in the year below me "Tonks, what's up?" I ask "well Elsie Blair is being a bitch so I don't want to eat with her, can I eat with you?" Asks Tonks, Remus smiles at her

"Sure you can" says Remus. I frown at him "I'm Remus" says Remus, holding out a hand to Tonks "I'm Tonks, that's not my real name just what I like to be called" replies Tonks "you already know James and I'm assuming you know lily" I say, Tonks nods "how do you know, Sirius?" Asks Remus "he's my cousin" replies Tonks.

Remus nods and takes a bite out of his cheese and lettuce sandwich. I feel a pang if jealousy as Remus talks to my cousin. What if he prefers her over me? What if one day he decides he's in love with Tonks and not me.

I brush the feeling away and finish my lunch. After lunch I have Defense against the dark arts and Remus has Arithmancy. He also does Defense Against The Dark Arts but at a different time considering it clashed with Arithmancy but he was so good at both subjects Dumbledore made an exception.

Instead I have to spend this hour with Severus Snape. God I hate that boy as much, perhaps even more than I hate my family and that's a whole lot of hatred right there

"All right, Black, missing your boyfriend, Lupin are we?" Asks Severus as I plonk myself down on the back bench, I snarl at him "all right, Severus, ever getting any new insults anytime soon? Or are you just going to stick with borderline homophobia because I'm cool with both" I retort, Severus huffs and walks away. I smile in satisfaction and a small sense of victory.

Defense Against The Dark Arts drones on and still I have to endure yet another lesson without Remus. Divination. Why I picked that class I have no clue but I highly regret my choice.

I finally join my friends at dinner, exhausted and happy that the day has come to an end. "Alright, Padfoot? You look like you're about to drop dead" asks James "I fucking wish" I reply, which earns a laugh from the lads.

We eat dinner and head up to the common room, Remus seeming rather distant

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