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Three- Sirius

I walk away from the shrieking shack, leaving Remus on his own

The fact that he thinks he's a monster hurts my heart but I'm not going to stay if he feels uncomfortable with it and I'm sure he made that clear.

The next day I go down to breakfast only to stop hallways because I saw James and he was with Severus. I have to back him up, James is like a brother to me

"What's wrong, Snivellous, can't find someone to pick on?" Taunts James, Severus snarls "oh jog on, Potter, I'm not giving you the satisfaction" replies Severus, James uses the Wingardium Leviosa incantation to lift Severus in the air and upside down "Put me down, Porter!" Orders Severus, James laughs dryly "or what? Snivellous?" Asks James "prongs, do you really want another detention with filch?" I ask, James thinks on it for a moment

"Severus! Do you need help?" I hear Lily Evans asking from a while away "she your friend, Snivellous?" Asks James, Severus snarls "I don't need help from a filthy mudblood" spits Severus, James and I both gasp, James almost dropping Severus on his head, he puts Severus back down and runs after Lily.

"I- Lily I didn't mean it!" Severus exclaims, I do feel sorry for that bloke sometimes "man that was harsh" I comment "you want another fight do you, Black? I think we know the odds" threatens Severus "I'm leaving" I state. I turn on my heel and head for the great hall.

I get to the great hall and find Remus sitting next to Peter. I sit in front of Remus. He has a cut on his cheek, I'm worried but it looks kinda sexy if I'm honest "Moony what happened to your cheek?" I ask, he shrugs, shovelling a mouthful of pancakes into his mouth. Oh so it's like that? I decide to just eat my breakfast in silence. What's up with Remus? Better not push it.

Eventually James comes down to the hall "alright, Prongs? How did things go with Lily?" I ask as James sits next to me and fills his plate with pancakes and strawberries "it wasn't the best, she was crying obviously because well, being called a mudblood isn't nice but I tried to comfort her and she told me to piss off so I mean, it's a start" replied James, stuffing his face

We all chuckle "oh, Prongs, you poor sod" I comment, he playfully shoves me. I laugh. On our way out of breakfast I pull Remus aside "what's up with you, Moony?" I ask, he shrugs, not meeting my eye "Remus Lupin, what is wrong!" I exclaim "you! You take me to the whomping willow and act all stubborn until I say I'm a monster and then you run off. Sirius you have no right to make me feel these feelings" replies Remus, I frown

"What do you mean?" I ask but I'm cut off, Remus cups my face in his hands and kisses me. I'm shocked at first but I fall into the kiss. Nah someone needs to pinch me, there is no way I'm kissing Remus Lupin right now. He pulls away and looks me in the eye before walking off

"Remus?" I ask but he's gone, I walk to defence against the dark arts in confusion. "You good, Padfoot?" Asks James as I take my seat next to him, I nod "yeah, all good, Prongs" I reply, what the fuck happened?

Defence against the dark arts goes by in a blur and soon enough it's lunch. How do I? What do I do? I- what?

My confusion is still prominent as I sit at the table in front of Remus who avoids my gaze. Damn that man, his stupid pretty hot face and his stupid cute hair and his stupid adorable smile and his amazing kissing abilities.

"I um- I have to go to the library" I state, losing my appetite, they all nod and I make my way to the library, a bit of reading might calm me down. I'm all over the shop at the moment and so I need to just relax. Chill.

I sit down at the back of the library and star to read 'quidditch through the ages' to take the edge off and find my peace of mind. Remus really fucked me over this time. Usually he makes me feel giddy and happy but right now all I feel is confused and it's because of him.

Thirty minutes later someone plonks themselves across from me, I look up and see none other than Remus Lupin himself "what's up, Padfoot?" Asks Remus, what's up? What's up? "You kiss me and then avoid me all day and all you have to say is what's up?" I snap, he frowns but he knows what he's done "Sirius I-" begins Remus but I stop him "nope, Remus you know what you did, you've completely confused me, you don't get to do that to me! Don't toy with my emotions!" I exclaim a little too loudly for the librarians liking

"Sorry" I say to the librarian before I turn my attention back to Remus "come on Padfoot, that kiss meant nothing I was just testing something" replies Remus nonchalantly, i scoff and shake my head "I'm not a play toy, Remus, you don't get to play with my emotions like that" I say through gritted teeth

The way he's acting, like he's Danny Zuco from Grease or something, it's really pissing me off, that's not Remus, what is he trying to be extra straight to convey some sort of message? What? He just needs to sort himself out before I sock him one because if he gets on my nerves I will end up punching him in the face

"What do you mean play with your emotions? What are you? In love with me?" Asks Remus, I go a deep shade of crimson, the word 'yes' slips out before I can stop it and before I know I'm dashing out of the library and back to the common room.

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