~Let Me Love You~

1. The Cold Jaturapoom

Forth's P.O.V. ~

Creeeekkkkkk..... Bammmmm... Flickering lights... Scream... The sound of vehicles.. Maybe ambulance and Police Van..

Blood... A lot of blood.... 

I woke up at 6 o'clock in the morning. I am sweating. My breathing is little hitched too. And what is that.. a little water drop in my eyes... 

Tskkk.. It was the nightmare.. Again.

I sat on my bed. The tv in my room is still on. Maybe i forgot to turn it off last night bcoz i got myself so drunk before sleeping...

No.. correction..

I got myself so drunk so that i could sleep.

I stood up from the bed and went in for a shower. After showering I started wearing my clothes for today. I can hear the news anchor telling the news....

"Mr. Forth Jaturapoom the youngest C.E.O. of JJ Enterprises won the businessman of the year award again this year. He is the only one to win this award three years in a row. The most handsome and charming 28 year old CEO is also the most eligible bachelor in the country. Today he will recieve the award at the award ceremony at 4 pm and after that he will hold a press conference as well.. stay tuned..."

I turned off the tv and put the remote on the table. I stared myself in the mirror. I have a huge mirror in my room so I can see myself from head to toe easily. Everything should be perfect. My dress, my watch, my shoe, my hair, before I step out of my room. I should be perfect. There is no place of Imperfection in my life. One last check in the mirror and I am good to go.

I came down in the living room and I knew Lam will be there waiting for me. It's 7 a.m. and we will have breakfast before going to the office.

Lam is my best friend, childhood friend, brother from another mother whatever you want to call him. We are friends since maybe we were in diapers.

He is the most important person in my life beside my mother.

He works for me. In fact saying that I sit in the office and he runs the building, the staff won't be wrong.

He is THE manager.. he manages everything. From me to my house to my company. he is what people call right hand I guess.

He loves me. In a brotherly way of course. But he loves me a lot. His whole life runs around me. He takes care of me, even when i say i can handle myself.. still he will be there..

But I'm so thankful he was there for me... I don't know what I would have done after that incident 10 years ago if he wasn't there for me...

"Congratulations Forth on the win. Third time.. did you pay bribe or what.. you are not that good Ok.."

Lam's voice took me back at the dining table from my daydreaming.

"You know I am that good Lam. You are just jealous that I'm more handsome than you.." I teased him back..

"Go and have a look in the mirror. You look like a bull. Tattoos, piercing, muscles.. what kind of businessman are you..? More like a gang leader." Lam said back..

"I did look in the mirror and I am indeed very handsome." I retorted back..

We completed the rest of the breakfast with lot's of bickering. Only Lam has that much power & place in my life to bicker with me..

For the rest of the world.. I am cold, heartless, distant, strict, rude. 

For them I am on a height they can't reach, At a place they can't touch.