~Let Me Love You~

18. Nightmares

Lam's P.O.V ~

"Everything is going good aunty.. Don't worry I will take care of both of them.."

"...."

 

"You should rest now ok.. Yeah Good Night."

I was talking to Forth's Mom on the mobile who was just checking how is everyone but didn't want to disturb Forth and Beam so she called me. 

After talking to her i hanged up my call and opened the message box.

I messaged Park in the morning that I won't be able to meet him at Saturday night so he won't wait for me there at the bar. 

He read the message but didn't reply anything.

Maybe he doesn't care about it that much i mean it's just sex right so he can have that with anybody. I'm not that special.

I was sitting on my bed in my room with my laptop open and some papers and files were on the bed scattered here and there.

Yeah Forth is on vacation.. That means i have to work double so things won't mess up in the company but I'm gladly doing it because I know it's worth it.

I saw how Forth ran after Beam with worried eyes. He can't fake that i know him. Whether he is realising this or not i don't know but he is surely slowly falling for Beam.

He is scared to love. He is terrified because of his past. It wasn't his fault but he has been blaming himself since then but Beam is changing that.. Changing him in a better way.

The Forth six months ago wouldn't have cared about anything but the Forth I saw today who was hugging his soon to be husband and trying to make up to him was the Forth I had seen 10 years ago.

He was bright, funny, chaotic, caring, loving and an amazing guy. I saw a glimpse of that Forth today that made me so happy. I can feel they would have their happy ending.

What about me..??

I asked myself and chuckled. Well everyone has a different story and ending. We will see what happens.

I opened a file and started working on It just then I heard a knock on my door. I looked at the clock on wall of the cottage room it was 11 p.m.

When Forth and Beam returned to the table where Phana, Kit and I was drinking they were looking happy and relaxed and seeing them like that made us happy too.

We ate dinner together and went inside our rooms after that at almost 10 to sleep. 

Then who is here knocking on my door.?

"Who is this.?" I asked expecting a reply in return but no one answered.

Is it Forth.? Did he do something again and Beam kicked him out of the room so he came to me crying.?

I got off the bed and walked towards the door guessing who could it be. 

As soon as i opened the door I got slapped hard..

On my lips..

With another pair of soft lips..

I know this smell.. I know this taste..

I know.. "Park" I yelled in confusion after pulling out of that kiss. "What are you doing here.. how could you.. I mean.."

"Shut up.. You think and talk too much.. let me kiss you first." He closed the door with his legs and pulled me in his arms while slipping his tongue in my mouth and sucking my soul like a hungry beast.