~Let Me Love You~

29. Wall

Beam's P.O.V. ~

I opened my eyes slightly in the morning because the sunlight was hurting my swollen puffy eyes.

I could see that Forth was almost ready to leave the room for his office. He was looking into the mirror checking himself that he is perfect or not.

I sadly chuckled.. If only I could tell him that he always looks amazing.

When did he come home last night..? Or did he come in the morning.? I don't know I can't remember.. I cried till I slept and maybe all the tiredness and sadness took over me so I couldn't realise that he is home..

I quietly got off the bed and even though I was scared a little I went towards Forth and gently back hugged him.

"Happy one month anniversary Forth." I  whispered softly pecking a little on his back.

Maybe.. Just maybe he won't be angry today.. I really hope that either it all was a bad dream or he was in a bad mood these past days.

"What the fuck are you saying.." He removed himself from my grip angrily and turned to look at me.

The eyes which were filled with love some days ago are looking at me like a stranger..

"I already told you to stop this drama when we are alone." He pushed me lightly on my chest with his both hands to make a distance between us but I fell on the floor on my butt.

Maybe I became too weak or maybe he didn't realize his strength. I looked at him stunned and he clenched his fist in anger.

"Just because we fucked sometimes doesn't mean there is a thing going on between us. I can pay you for that too.. More than any high class escorts.. Just count the numbers and I will transfer the money. Don't forget Beam Baramee that it is all fake and I agreed to all of this for my mother but don't worry.. I'll find a way to end the contract in maximum one year.." He spat the words on my face and left the room shutting the door with a bam while I was still at the floor.. freezed.

I don't know what to say or what to believe anymore..

The tears started streaming on my face and I started sobbing weakly pulling my knees with my hand and burying my face on it.

How.. How could I even think that Forth would like someone like me..a loser.. a nobody.

Why I couldn't see my place before.. Why did I almost forget that this marriage was based on a contract.

"How dare you Baramee..?" I scolded myself while crying my heart out hugging myself tightly in this empty room.

3rd Person P.O.V. ~

~ One Week Ago ~

"Ok go now.. Lam would kill you if you will take five more minutes." Beam said giggling in Forth's embrace who was kissing his neck softly gently nibbing on his pale smooth skin.

"Urghh I hate my office.. Why can't I stay here and cuddle with you. I fucking pay them a lotttt.. can't they do their job without me one day." Forth frustratedly mumbled rubbing his hands on his face and Beam just laughed looking at his husband's annoyed face.

"I'm not going anywhere.. I'll still be here when you come back in the evening." He pecked Forth on his lips while pushing him out of their bedroom. "Tell you what.. I'll already be in the bathroom preparing a hot bath for you when you come back... Naked." He winked at him playfully and closed the door instantly.

The image will be enough to entertain and torcher Forth for the rest of the day.

"You are an evil bunny." Forth yelled from out of the room and Beam was grinning proudly satisfied with his teasing.