Secretly Loving Him

Chapter Fourteen

ANICA POV

Nasa harap ako ngayon ng salamin habang nag aayos ng biglang may kumatok sa kwarto ko.

"Matagal kapa?" Tanong ni axel sakin mula sa labas ng pinto.

Kinuha ko na ang bag ko atsaka lumabas ng pinto. Wala naman na si axel kaya bumaba na ako at pinuntahan sya sa labas.

"Sumabay kana sakin" Sabi ni axel atsaka sumakay sa kotse nya.

"Baka malate ka" Nag aalalang sabi ko dito.

"Ayos lang malate, ma-sure ko lang na safe ka" sambit nito dahilan para magliparan nanaman ang mga paru-paru ko sa tiyan.

Agad naman na akong sumakay sa kotse nya at nag seatbelt. Tahimik lang ang byahe namin ng bigla itong magpatugtog at sabayan ang kanta.

(Rewrite the stars by zac eforn & zendaya)
You know I want you
It's not a secret I try to hide
I know you want me
So don't keep saying our hands are tied
You claim it's not in the cards
Fate is pulling you miles away
And out of reach from me
But you're here in my heart
So who can stop me if I decide
That you're my destiny?

muli ko namang inalala ang mga araw na masaya kami. Mga araw na hindi ko namalayan na unti-unti na pala akong nahuhulog kay axel.

What if we rewrite the stars?
Say you were made to be mine
Nothing could keep us apart
You'd be the one I was meant to find
It's up to you, and it's up to me
No one can say what we get to be
So why don't we rewrite the stars?
Maybe the world could be ours
Tonight

Dahil kay axel natutunan kong kalimutan yung nakaraan at muling mag mahal. Dahil kay axel naramdaman ko ulit sumaya.

You think it's easy
You think I don't want to run to you
But there are mountains
And there are doors that we can't walk through
I know you're wondering why
Because we're able to be
Just you and me
Within these walls
But when we go outside
You're going to wake up and see that it was hopeless after all

Nararamdaman kong eto na yung simula para samin. Hindi ko na hahayaan pang lamunin kami ng nakaraan.

No one can rewrite the stars
How can you say you'll be mine?
Everything keeps us apart
And I'm not the one you were meant to find
It's not up to you
It's not up to me
When everyone tells us what we can be
How can we rewrite the stars?
Say that the world can be ours
Tonight

Nainlove ako kay axel ng hindi ko alam ang dahilan, nagulat nalang ako pag gising ko nahulog na pala ako sakanya.

Agad kong pinatay yung tugtog atsaka kinanta ang susunod.

"All I want is to fly with you
All I want is to fall with you
So just give me all of you" pagkatapos non tumingin ako sakanya. Ngunit isang ngiti lang ang ibinigay nya. Medyo nahiya naman ako kaya agad akong tumingin sa bintana.

"Nasayo na ako" Agad akong napangiti ng marinig ko sakanya yon.

Nakarating naman na agad kami sa Coffee and pastries shop na pinatayo namin na magkakaibigan ngunit ako lang ang laging maglalagi dito dahil ako lang naman ang walang anak.