Jealous {Ongoing}

Getting the truth out

Jason POV

How does it feel to love? oh yeah it feels horrible it feels like a tuns of nails are stuck in your chest and you are trying to pull it out slowly it's really annoying how Emily doesn't get it she knows I love her and still she's too stubborn to fall for me.

I am not just infatuated, I know that, I know it was too early for me to tell her my feelings, but believe me I'm not lying, the heart wants what the heart wants

I am perfect, every girl is dying for me but she? she's just stubborn and crazy, she doesn't want to fall for me, she doesn't like me. which drives me crazy.

I am angry and frustrated with her "I hate you Emily" I say to myself

No you don't you still love her

No I don't

Yes you do, you are just angry because she doesn't like you

I have so many girls that are running after me, why would I be looking at just one girl

Dude she knows how to deal with you, she doesn't like you and that's why you are angry

"Babe babe" someone said pulling me from my thoughts, shaking my hands

I looked over and saw Brittany she was wearing one of my white shirts 

Wait did she just call me babe?..

"Who's your babe get off me" I said yanking my hand off her grip "and what are you still doing here? we aren't a thing now get out, I've done what I wanted to do with you."

I could see the tears brimming in her eyes but it didn't affect me "b-b-but y-you love me"

I snorted "and who told you that?"

"Emily she said you love me" she said scooting closer to me

I smirked "and you listened to her. don't you Know I just wanted to use you?" I chuckled

"You used me" she banged my chest "how dare you!" She paused "look you Know I like you I can forget what you just said just please let me be your girlfriend" she begged

"Get out, didn't you here me I said I don't like you so get that info your fucked up messed up brain you dipshit" I said getting up from the bed "why do you think I can ever like you? You ugly freak, dirty slut, I am sure I am not the first man you have slept with so do me a favour and leave my room and forget we ever met" I said I glanced over her and saw her changing her clothes to the one she wore to my place, she left my room crying.

That's all I do hurt people, but if Emily could give me a chance I would never hurt any girl again, it's all Emily's fail, simple.

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I left my room and went to the kitchen, I saw a figure appear as i carried a table knife "who's there?" I asked making my voice bold

No one answered I moved closer and saw Emily walking towards me, trying to gain her balance

I sighed in relieve as I glared at her she was missing a few steps as she was tripping, her eyes were slightly close, as she came towards me smiling she put one of her hand on my chest, and the other on my hair ruffling it

"you tried to kill me with a table knife?" she said her breath smelled of alcohol as she squirted her eyes "why are you turning everywhere?" she laughed "hotdog. You look like a hot dog because you are hot and you behave like a dog" she giggled playing with my cheeks

"Have you been drinking" I asked getting frustrated

"No I promise I didn't drink" she said smiling

Now I knew she was definitely drunk so i decided to just get the truth out of her "Em do you like me?"

She furrowed her brows and put her index finger in her chin pretending to think "no I don't like you" she said

Ouch

"Why?" I asked angry, as I whined

"Because you are so mean and rude, you sleep with girls all the time you are a player, jas and that's not good" she shook her head

"Briter or Bette what's her name again? you just slept with her and I am sure you have abandoned her, do you know she really likes you?" She said

"But why can't you like me?" I yelled at her

She shrugged, placing her hands over my neck, playing with my hair that's already messy "you are really cute, if you weren't so bad I would have liked you." She paused "I have no idea why you did that you didn't even like Sophia and you were just trying to get to me for Sophia, so you can dump her when you have her that wasn't nice" she was speaking like a little girl, more like stuttering, I wasn't even listening to what she was saying I stopped when she was talking about Sophia

"Well guess what? I don't like you too" I said

Sometimes people compare me to my father, they say I'm even worse, but I'm not, not at all, I mean that man was married and he cheated on my mom, she really suffered in his hands, and I thought he was loyal, my dad was my role model, he was someone I looked up to,and now he did that, I will never forgive him, it's really good that my mum divorced him, but the woman he impregnated, she's also very foolish, she knew my dad was married and still did the deed with him, I don't even remember the last time I saw him, and
his so called wife, after he divorced my mum, it's good that they left the house for me and me alone.

But my mind reminds me that im  leaving under his mercy, so when I have my own money, I would throw it in the man's face, he will be so humiliated

"So if I kiss you you won't still like me?" She asked as she broke me out of my thoughts, looking at my lips

She wasn't herself she was drunk and tomorrow, when she wakes up she will blabber about it being me that forced myself on her, that's how crazy she is "you are drunk Em go to your room and sleep when w.."

Before I could speak she interrupted me by smashing her lips on mine, her soft lips it took me a second to respond back my hands were on her waist as her hands went to my hair again, ruffling it the more, my hands begun roaming her body, feeling every inch of her. her mouth still kissing mine and her arms now tightly wrapped around my neck, she encloses her leg and my waist. My torso and her chest are glued together, and I am in love with this closure, still not breaking the kiss.

I remove my lips from hers placing small kisses on her neck causing her to moan, finally I found her soft spot sucking it ever lightly I was sure it was going to leave a hickey there but, hey who cares? I moved my lips back to hers.  As my teeth claimed her lips and my tongue moved back and forth, I am disappointed when Emily pulls away and thus making me open my eyes as we gaze at each other we're both breathing heavily in and out.

She smiled "you still don't like me?"

I smirked, until I continued the kiss again taking her to my room I opened the door with my leg and shut it still not breaking the kiss I dropped her on my bed .

The next thing I know we both slept off, at least we didn't do anything. But cuddled.

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A/n: Sorry for the late update I was really busy, but please don't forget to vote. I don't know about anyone's opinion but I really like Jason POV better