Jealous {Ongoing}

(part 41): He.......

Hey peeps so this might be the last time I will update quickly, it's just that I would be busy throughout, so yeah I might be updating it in my draft, until I'm done with this book I won't publish it, and yes it might take a few weeks in general or days but I will make sure to complete it as soon as possible.

Happy reading.

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Waking up by my alarm, I smiled remembering last night, that was the best birthday I had ever had in the last few years, I was so glad that my dad could make it.

But sadly he had to go for a meeting appointment, but it doesn't matter as long as I had his presence with me on my birthday.

I still couldn't deny that the only thing missing in that party was my mum, a part of me wanted to cry yesterday and hide under my blanket, but another part of me knew my mummy wouldn't like that.

And it would have ruined the surprise my friends had in mind for me

I chuckled getting up from my bed, mind me, a sad one I rushed to brush and have a shower, when I was done with that, I packed my hair in a ponytail and brought out my song book, and made a cup of coffee to help me think, what I love doing best. This was one of the books my mum kept with her, I never really used it, but figured I'd have to, even though it reminds me of all the pains.

But to be very honest, I'd really improved during the years. At least I don't cry myself to sleep anymore, I so remember those days, I would cry and cry imagine her everywhere I go it was slowly turning me crazy, I was slowly becoming a lunatic.

Every time I dozed off while crying, my mom face will flash right through my eyes and I will wake up with pain in my head, as if someone kept banging my head on a brick, I could see the worry and fear in my dad's eyes, he was scared for me.

He was scared for how I was becoming. He didn't want to loose his daughter.

I opened my book, and before I could start my phone started ringing, rushing to the couch where I placed it, I looked at the caller id and it showed Isa.

I picked the call immediately "hey Isa"

"Oh hey Emily could you do me a favor?" She asked sounding worried.

I immediately tensed "what's wrong? Did anything happen"

"Oh yeah" she said

"What is it?"

"Your dear loving Eric, wouldn't stop disturbing me, he wants to go somewhere with you"

I sighed while clutching my chest "Isa you scared me I thought something happened"

"Mummy is that Auntsh Emily calling" Eric yelled from the other line and I laughed

I could visibly imagine Eric climbing on top of his mum to talk to me "yes dear Eric it's me" I answered.

I could hear struggling on the other end "mummy give me the phone I wanna talkh to my Auntsh" Eric yelled and I removed the phone from my ear.

"No I was talking to her first" Isa shot back.

I shook my head at isa's immaturity, I mean fighting with a phone from he three years old son. "Okay, you guys should, stop arguing, I will come pick Eric up"with that I hung up, without waiting for a response

Sighing I went to my dresser and picked out a black gown that stopped over at my thigh and had, curled my dark blonde hair, and picked out a pair of my favorite white Snickers, getting my song book from the table, I placed it on my shelf in my room, picked out my purse and rushed out to one of my cars.