Jealous {Ongoing}

(Part 31): He has been torturing me; mentally and emotionally

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Cedric walked up to me with a glass of juice in his hand.

I called Cedric because I wanted-- no I needed a break from Jason and his apartment, I don't think I would be able to live there, he has been torturing me mentally and emotionally, but now it has gotten to physically after the incident that happened yesterday.

So right now I'm currently in Cedric's apartment. "Hey babe"

"Hey" I responded, sitting back up, as he handed me the juice.

"So how's your leg doing?" He sat next to me

"Great" I answered getting closer to him

"You wanna suck face?" He chuckled, as I hit him playfully

He ran his fingers through my soft, blond hair and pressed a gently kiss on my cheek. As I giggled "you are beautiful"

I couldn't help the smile that came over my face.

He gently grabbed my waste, pulling me on top of him, I was now sitting on his lap, and I felt him harden under my touch, as he pulled me closer, so our lips could meet. My hands automatically went to his hair, as I ruffled it.

He pulls back a little, and plants a small kiss on my lips, "Emily" he moaned and brings his mouth back to mine.

Cedric pulls me closer to him as he lay down never breaking the kiss, his lips move from my mouth to my neck, sucking it ever lightly, I recalled when Jason an i were in the kitchen, and he gave me a hickey, I immediately shook my head and focused on my boyfriend

After a few seconds I pulled out, as I let my fingers brush the soft loose curls. He jammed his lips on mine again and I felt the heat come back, my hand went up inside his cloth, feeling his toned muscles. He got hard again, as I kissed him softly, he removed my top. As his hands clasped my bra, then went to my face as he cupped it. And the kiss deepened. After a while we both pulled out

We stayed silent, cautiously hugging ourselves as I put my head on his chest. "Cedric can I come live with you for a few days?" I asked

Cedric looked at me confused by my slightly changed mood "of course. But why? What's wrong?"

I shook my head "no it's nothing, I just don't feel comfortable staying with Jason anymore." I sighed "he- he scars me" I said in a whisper hoping for Cedric not to hear what I said

It is true, he scares the shit out of me, he is dangerous, what he did yesterday proves everything, he is an animal, who needs to be locked up

He needs to humble himself, Everytime I see him angry, I try my best to behave calm.

What if he loses his senses one day and hurts me, more than I can imagine.

Then I would be broken, damaged beyond repair. I can't live with him. Maybe I should give him a few days to calm down, he's not in his senses.

Cedric grabbed my shoulders, and lifted my chin up "you are free to stay here as much as you want" he reassured me "I never knew he had become this violent, he needs to go to the Rehab" Cedric whispered.

He must have thought I hadn't heard him but I sure heard him alright.

He put his hand around my shoulder hugging me tight "tell me something, Emily?"

"Hmm?"

"Why does Jason hate you? I know why he hates me. But why you?" He asked

I shrugged "because he loves me and I don't?" It sounded more like a question

"I knew it" Cedric muttered

"Knew what?" I asked utterly confused.

"That he loves you" he said

"Well that's his problem" I said resting my head on his shoulder "because I don't love him" Then something hit me. "Cedric how did you know?"

Cedric sighed "I overheard, jack and his conversation when he said he loves you" Cedric said holding me tighter.

I didn't push it further, but I wonder what they must have talked about me.

Don't blame me I'm a curious bitch.

I sighed going closer to Cedric, "go pack your bags tomorrow"

He said an I nodded my head

i deserve a break.