Jealous {Ongoing}

(part 50): Move on

Jason POV

Waking up, I groaned as my back ached pretty badly, turns out I was sleeping in a very uncomfortable position. "You are awake"

I looked over at the voice to see Cedric and Mr wilson sitting on the chair, with Isa. Then my eyes slowly went to Emily's figure, her pale face, I so wanted her to wake up, standing up, I sat back on the floor close to her bed, then my eyes slowly trailed to Cedric's "I brought food for you" he said as he stood up, and bended to where I was, he sat in the floor with me.

"I'm not hungry" I responded, as my eyes got watery all over again, Isa went to where I was and sat on the bed next to Emily, everyone had bags in their eyes.

"Jason you will have to eat" she said as she touched her sister's face.

Shaking my head, I looked over at Emily, praying that she just magically wakes up "I won't leave her"

"Jason, if Emily should eventually wake up, and she sees you haven't eaten, don't you think she would be upset?" Cedric said making me look at him.

Eventually

I let's tear slip from my face, as I carried the cup of coffee and sandwich that had been kept for me, as I ate it with shaky hands, the coffee felt really bitter, but the hunger in me, made me finish everything, when I was done, I cleaned my tears with the back of my palm, and rested my head on the wall, looking at Emily's face, from my side eyes I watched as Mr wilson stood up and went away from the room, he looked like he wanted to cry again.

Isa stood up and ran after her dad to comfort him, while Cedric stayed back, he watched as I continued staring at Emily, there was silence, this is the first time Cedric and I aren't fighting when we are in the same room, I guess we are all too tired and shocked

Cedric didn't say anything as he placed a comforting hand on my shoulder "what if she doesn't wake up?" I asked not removing my eyes from Emily.

"She will, I'm sure of it" he said but it sounded like he was assuring himself, more than he was assuring me, I teared my eyes away from Emily, and looked at Cedric

"Are you sure?" I asked putting my gaze back at Emily "are you sure she will survive this? You heard what the doctor said..."

"Jason, you believe she would wake up right?" He asked and I stared back "she will wake up, she's freaking Emily, she's been through a lot, she can't just give up, and you of all people should know that" he said " now you are going to stand up and do something with your life"

I looked up at him with a blank face "I'm not leaving her Cedric, so please don't disturb me, Don't make me feel worse than I already feel, I am the cause of everything so please just let me stay with her" I paused looking at her again "please" I whispered so soft that I wasn't sure he heard me, I realized he had gone when the door was shut.

"I will always blame myself for doing this to you Emily, I'm so sorry" I grabbed her hand and placed it on mine, as I drew circles on her palm.

A few minutes later the doctor came in and I immediately jolted up running to him "how is she doing doc? Has there been any progress so far?"

He look startled but composed himself, as he shook is head "no not yet"

"When will she wake up" I muttered to myself as I felt the tears welling up in my hands as I placed my index finger and my tum finger on my eyes, pressing it so tears wouldn't come out.

"Mr I will advise you to move on with your life, we can't say when she will wake up, you will have to  accept that she's gone and move on with your life, it will be a miracle if she wakes up, but from the report, we don't even know when she will wake up, I need you to advise everyone, but I promise, If she makes any progress we will inform you, but as far as we have noticed we don't know If she will survive this, I've seen things like this in other hospital but I've never experienced this type of case, so if you know what is good you will have to accept that she's gone and she isn't coming back, you will have to leave your life normal, so if anything happens you won't endanger yourself, because if you keep on waiting, and she eventually doesn't make it out of the comma, you will be waisting out of your life, I don't know how you are feeling right now and I am really sorry"

I listened as the doctor spoke and it was as if my heart stopped beating for a second, she can't just leave me, how will the doctor expect me to move on? After the years I've grown used to loving her, how would I forget her, the doctor nodded and walked past me to check on Emily, I only turned around and sat back down on the floor keeping my eyes on Emily the entire time, even when the doctor left I still didn't take my eyes off her, how will I survive this?

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Isabella's POV

Seeing my sister in that state made me cry, I had never seen her so silent and pale like that in my entire life, even when mom died she would lock herself in her room, but she was never as silent as this, I've lost my mom and I can't afford to loose my sister, the doctor just left the room and I ran inside to see Jason sitting on the floor, with his eyes trained on Emily, the dried tears on his face, and even when more where still coming out, he looked like a statue.

His hair was messy, and his eyes were red, like he didn't sleep at all, plus the crying, I covered my mouth to keep me from screaming, as I went to where he was, he still didn't remove his eyes from my sister.

My eyes then trailed to my dad who just entered the room, dad had been crying since and I was scared for him, I had to force him to eat, I didn't want to loose anyone, I just hope she would wake up "do you know what she told me?" Jason said still not removing his eyes from Emily.

"She said she loved me, she said she loves me so very much, and she sounded so happy when she said it, it made me so very happy, and then she..." He trailed off, making me to cry harder.

"And it's all my fault"

"No don't blame yourself Jason, you aren't at fault, no one is.."

"But how do you expect me to believe that when I know it's my fault, and she might not wake up, because of me" he cried harder.

But I remained silent and watched as he still stared at her. Then I went to my dad, who had been crying really hard, I sat next to him and placed my head on his shoulder "Dad she would be fine, won't she?"

"Yes" that was Dad's only reply and he continued crying. My husband came to the room, with Eric in his hands.

"Momma" Eric ran towards me, and I caught him, hugging him tightly as if he were my treasure "Momma what happened to Aunt Emily, papa said she injure" I patted my son's head, removing his hair from his face, I kissed his cheek, his head, his face and hugged him tighter.

"Momma?"

"Eric, your Aunt is sleeping right now, don't disturb her" I said hugging his small figure, as my husband came to where I was sitting, took Eric and hugged me tightly.

"Papa when will Aunt wake up? She promised to play with me." Eric whined while my dad spoke.

"Very soon My child, very soon" he said and walked out again.

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