Jealous {Ongoing}

(part 42) He's back

Recap: Emily took Eric to Starbucks and when he met his friends with their moms he couldn't help but cry feeling left out, Emily noticed that as she told him she would pretend to be his mummy until they leave the restaurant, but as they were about to leave Emily was met with a familiar sea blue eyes

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My eyes widened at the sight before me, all the memories were back again, all the pains, all the emotions, were tumbling back, I could see him stare directly at me, his eyes widened too, we both stared at each other.

I was at loss of words,my legs betrayed me, and I couldn't walk.

Just walk past him!!!

But my legs were betraying me, my mouth was dry, all I could see was a coward, that left because he was too afraid.

All what I said those years that I would hate him if I see him, I wouldn't feel any emotion just hate, and that was it, but suddenly my brain betrayed me, so as my heart.

I don't feel any hate, but whyy?? I got over him but now, everything has come back, staring into his blue eyes brought back every single thing, all those memories I kept Lock down were finally coming out one by one.

I had to suffer hoping he would come back, but he didn't, he never texted, and he didn't even call, and I know for a fact he is standing here I know for a fact I'm not hallucinating him, I know for a fact he he...came back.

Jason came back!

He broke me. He broke me and I had to pick the pieces myself, when you break, and when you put yourself together is never the same thing as before when you weren't broken, so i changed, maybe he was never broken, or maybe, he always was. But I didn't break him, no one did.

Everyone at some point in their life is going to experience heartbreak. And you know what? It's probably one of the most painful things a person has to go through. I'm not going to lie. When you get your heart broken it feels like it shattered into a million pieces. It's like that person which you fell in love with stomped on your heart it feels like your heart is being shredded into pieces and thrown into the trash it hurts a lot, emotionally and physically. Getting your heart physically harts.

You cry and cry and wish it wasn't like this, you wish it was just a temporary Nightmare. But the truth? It's not.

And we'll have to accept the pain and all. I feel a tug on my hand. And look down at Eric "mummy let's go" Eric said, my eyes widened more, I forgot I told him he should call me mummy until we step out of the restaurant.

I looked up at Jason, and I could see his eyes flicker to Eric, like he finally noticed him there, then Jason's eyes flickered to mine, then to Eric again, he must have taught Eric was my son "mummy come on I wanna go home"

I could feel my eyes starting to water as the tears were threatening to come out "mummy who'sh that man" Eric said pointing to Jason "he's staring at us"

I looked over at Jason again, picking Eric from the floor and carrying him to my hands I ran out from the restaurant, as I felt Jason turn back to look at me, I entered the car and shut the door.

Looking over at Jason again, he watched me in surprise an mostly shock, I wined my window up and signalled for Mr Edward to start driving, controlling my tears I put on a black sunshade, so no one would see how red my eyes were.

Reaching to Eric's house I ran to the front door and knocked on it countless times "Auntsh what's wrong?" Eric asked me noticing how I was hurrying to send him to his mum.