BLOOM [BrightWin]

Wanted You

Bright is trying to give full attention on the report sent by his secretary on their last visit in Paris. He tries to comprehend each details in the report but nothing stuck inside his head. Plus, his growling stomach is not helping at all.

The last unsettled intense fight with Win keeps his mind spinning, and the fact he forgot to tell Win about his Paris trip make it all worst.

“gosh, he will definitely hate me more now” Bright said as he ruffles his neat hair frustatedly.

Out of nowhere he hears Gun’s inaudible voice of “Sir!” outside his office.

His office’s door bangs open, a scent of sweet jasmine fills Bright’s nose. Immediately his tensed muscular body relax and drained brain automatically rest. Flat footsteps of men shoes alert him.

“Bright.” A soft voice sternly calls his name.

Bright lifts his head from those annoying reports. He blinks his round eyes multiple times when he lays his eyes on his husband, Metawin.
Win is wearing a black, long sleeve dress shirt and white jeans above his ankle. He wears his favorite Gucci shoes with some black wrist bracelet. 

Bright’s rapid heartbeats confuse him the longer he looks at his husband. Win is wearing his casual outfit, it is not like Bright never see him in one before.

“Win. Babe why are you here?” Bright surprised. He didn’t expect Win to visit him in the office.

“Well, it’s been a week since my husband left the house, I thought he went missing and probably dead. Thank God his friend told me that he went to Paris for a business trip.”

Win sits opposite to him and strangely, Bright feels himself getting nervous.

“I’m sorry, I was about to tell you the night we fought but-“ 

“I brought some food, let bygone be bygone right?” Win places a big paper bag on Bright’s desk.

 “I have something to tell you”. Then Win starts talking.

However, Bright is having some troubles. The way the sun shines on his husband’s features left him speechless.

Win has a fluffy light brown hair, thick dark brown eyebrows but small eyes. His cute nose, cheekbones and sharp jawline suits well with his smooth, fair skin. Bright gulps his sudden dry throat. Win looks so attractive today. Just like the first time his eyes land on Win’s beauty.

Bright eyes avert down to Win’s pink lips. The soft pink plumps expertly distract Bright’s attention from listening to Win. He stares longer at Win’s lips, feeling all butterflies in his stomach. He wonders, exactly how long did he stop kissing his lover? 

“Are you even listening to me?” Win’s doubted question brings him back to his senses.

As if he is caught red handed admiring at his husband’s beauty, Bright coughs lightly pretending to act cool.

“sorry, I was spacing out, what did you say?” Bright asks again.

“please be free on this Saturday. I want you to be home.” 

Bright checks his schedule on the phone. Sadly, there are 3 meetings he needs to attend on that particular day.

“I guess no”. Bright said
“no? what do you mean no?” Win is taken back.

“I have 3 meetings on that day and they are all important. I can’t skip any of these.”

“Are you serious? Bright, just skip your goddamn meetings for once! Why is it so hard?!”

Win grabs Bright’s phone and checks his schedule. Indeed, most of them are never empty. So his heart breaks when there is none other than meeting reminders on his and Light’s birthday dates. Bright is even will be going to London on their anniversary again.

Win’s wobbly grips on Bright’s phone loosen as his body suddenly weakened. Did he really loss Bright? His unanswered question is forming tears in his eyes.

“Win, please understand. I’ll ty to be home on Sunday okay?”

Win shakes his head, “It won’t be the same Bright, I need you on Saturday.”

“Babe, please.” Suddenly, Bright’s office phone rings. It is from Gun.

“Sir, Mr. Kong called to inform you that your schedule with him tomorrow will be postponed to this Sunday. Will that be good?”

“yeah, of course.” Bright didn’t hesitate to answer. Only after the call ended Bright realizes what he had done.

Win sighs, he averts his eyes on the table, preventing himself to look at Bright. The new Bright he noticed but never want to admit.

“I’m sorry. I-it just- I- I need to” no matter what answers are forming inside Bright’s mind, he cannot bring himself to form words. To speak and explain to Win.

Because there is none existing in Bright’s head. His earlier decision just came out naturally, like he is trained to say yes to each of his works.

“what happened to us?” Win asks Bright, still avoids to look at him.

“what do you mean Win? There’s nothing wrong.” Bright is alarmed when he watches Win lost figure in front of him. Blankly staring into spaces.

“is it me who’s becoming too clingy, or is it you who stop caring?”
Win’s pale face turns slightly red. Win bites his trembling lips and try to hide his obvious sudden cries.

“w-what are you talking a-about. Why are you crying babe?”

 Win chuckles sadly “I don’t know. Miss you? Miss us maybe?” he wipes his tears.

“I always wanted you Bright. Anytime, anywhere. There is no one else other than you. but do you want me too?” Win wipes his tears and leaves his seat.

“no Win wait!” Bright grabs Win arms, preventing him from walking out.

“WHAT?!” Win lashes out. He looks away from Bright for few seconds to help him thinks straight. To help him think rationally why would Bright favors his jobs more than him and their son.

“I do. I’ll always do baby.” Bright is about to wipe Win’s tears but, 

“it’s Light’s birthday party this Saturday. Please make your time there Mr. Vachirawit.” Win avoids and run away.