BLOOM [BrightWin]

Had Enough Of Me

“-in –abe” “Win babe?”
Bright taps Win’s face a few times to bring back his lost lover.

At first, Bright found Win is cute when he silently smiles and chuckles to himself in the middle of night. But then suddenly a single tear left Win’s eyes with his poker face on. Bright panics when he thought he did something wrong again. He was sure about the theme but when Win suddenly cried at his suggestion, Bight knew he fail again.

“I-I am so sorry! I thought it was a good idea. I’m sorry please don’t cry baby. I-I’ll find another one!”

Bright speaks in rush.

Win is confused when he watches how panic Bright is but he even more confused that he’s crying.

“no, no Bright. I’m not-"
Win is cut off.

“yeah, okay, okay. So no Avengers, cancel that. It’s okay give me some times I got this. I’ll help you.”

Avengers! Oh my how could I forget that! Light loves Superheroes! They are strong and brave!

Win curse at himself.

“no Bright, stop.” Win tries to grab the iPad but Bright shoves his hands away.

“NO! Please I got this! Let me help you! I can do this, let me help you. please.”
Bright lashes out but not in anger. Win’s heart drops when Bright is begging to help him. The confident and charismatic leader is begging out of fear to help in front of Win’s eyes. 

“I can help you, I can help my husband. I don’t want to be useless.” Bright speaks his deep thoughts too loud while searching on the iPad.

“Bright. Bright stop, look at me.”
Now, Win is sitting on the bed, his hands are on top of Bright trying to take away the device.

“No Win please, I can do this! I can do this for you!” Bright is gripping tight on the device, still avoiding to look at Win.

“Bright, look at me! Love please look at me!” Win manages to interlace their fingers resulting the iPad to drop off Bright’s hold. Win quickly straddles on Bright and sit on him but Bright seems to resist him even more.

Without thinking twice, Win places his pink lips on top of Bright’s red plump lips. Bright’s brain instantly stops functioning when Win kiss him out of sudden but his body stops moving and he didn’t stop kissing.

Currently, both of them is facing each other with Bright’s back leaning against the headboard and Win is sitting on Bright’s hips. Their fingers intertwine with one another and eyes are staring into each other.

“That is a wonderful idea, I forgot about Avengers. Light really loves Superheroes, he even has collection of Ironman and Spiderman in his room.” Win said flashing his bunny smile while looking at Bright.

“it is? You do?” Bright questions in hesitation. “YES! OF COURSE!” Win exclaims excitedly.

“Then why were you crying? Did I do something wrong again?”
Bright moves Win’s bangs from covering his beautiful eyes. Win notices Bright’s eyes are darker than before, almost as dark as the Blackhole.
His beautiful shining dark orbs are nothing but a complete sadness.

“you know, I swear with my whole life that the only thing I ever wanted to show and give you are only happiness- the rainbows and unicorns. Bold of me to say this, but I am so proud whenever I am the reason behind of your beautiful smile. Every single time I accomplished my mission of making you happy, I wanted to make you happier. It is because I live for your happiness, your smile.”

Bright lifts himself form leaning against the headboard and cups Win’s face in both his hands. Bravely, Bright hold their stares and caresses Win dearly. Bright admires the never-end beauty in front of him.

The one who opens his heart and makes him believe in love, the one keeps his world spins and balances. The one person who motivates him, guides him. The existence of Win Metawin is nothing but miracles in Bright Vachirawit’s life. 

“but lately, I am failing in my lifetime mission. I’m turning into someone I promised to never be, the one who gives you sadness and thunderstorms. I thought all these years I am giving you happiness and love, but I am so wrong. I am so blind. Forgive me Metawin, forgive me the one who is responsible for your painful cries and bleeding heart.” 

Bright’s Blackhole orbs are now raining tears. Bright is ashamed of himself, he breaks too many promises to his lover. He promised to change, to fix himself. But he has given up because no matter what is he doing, Win is hurting in the end.
If being in relationship with him only pains Win, Bright ready to let go of Win.

Bright backs away from Win, holding loosely on Win’s soft hands.

“if you can’t take this anymore, if you had enough of me Metawin, I am ready to let you go. All I ever wanted is for you to be happy, and I see you are happier without me.”

Bright finally says.