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to love her
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Harry
"What are you doing?" Ella asked me as I sat on the couch with my head in my hands. "Go after her! Explain to her what she just saw!"
Ella and I had went on another date after our first one but she told me she wasn't comfortable dating me because I was obviously not over my ex and I still needed time. So we just began to hangout and she was actually nice to talk to. Someone who didn't know or see Cash and I before, she was an outsider looking in giving a fresh perspective.
It obviously looked very bad that Ella was wearing one of my button down shirts. She spilled wine on her white dress and wanted to put it in the tub to soak in hopes it didn't ruin the dress. It looked very bad, and of course Cash had to see that.
"She didn't give me a chance," I said frustrated.
"Bullshit! You had many opportunities to tell her! You let her walk away!" Ella was getting pissed at me, rightfully so. "Harry you want her! It's so obvious, you literally told me 30 minutes ago. I don't understand. And, she just confessed all of her feelings to you! She literally said she wants to spend the rest of her life with you!"
I looked at her with a confused face, "What? No she didn't."
"Harry, I want to fall in love with you over and over again for the rest of my life," she said mimicking Cash. "You told me she said that!"
"I didn't even realize what she meant at the time," I said groaning. "I was just so shocked and confused."
"Harry, if you don't run after her right now and go to her house and tell her you want her I will be pissed at you." Ella's voice was stern and I knew she was serious. "Come on, you can bring me my dress another time and drop me off at my house." She said grabbing her purse and keys. "It's your time Harry, get the girl."
I smiled foolishly and grabbed my keys as we got into my car. I tried calling her multiple times but she didn't answer.
"I can't believe you let her walk away, I would slap you." Ella huffed crossing her arms.
"I'm sorry! I was just so shocked to see her there I could barely process what she was saying."
"You need to explain to her that we are just friends and nothing happened between us. Poor girl is probably so fucking hurt right now. Gosh, you're such a dick!" She said hitting my arm.
The whole car ride consisted of Ella telling me how badly I screwed up by letting her walk away and that if it was her she would would go to a bar and find a guy to help her forget. I knew Cash, she wouldn't do that. Although this new version of Cash was unpredictable. I couldn't believe she would do that though no matter how hurt she is.
"Harry," Ella said as she stepped out of the car. "Do not let her go, you need to fight for her. She is probably so lost and hurt right now and you are going to need to show her that she is worth fighting for." I nodded at her words before she closed my door and I headed to Cash's house.
She wasn't home. I called Niall and Sarah and neither of them knew where she was. I decided I'd stay in my car in her driveway until she came home. I didn't know where she could possibly be. The only place she went to in the past would be the cottage or Big Sur but I had a feeling she wasn't driving all night to Big Sur.

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