sincerity is scary

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I couldn't believe that fucking bastard. He knew he was messing me around and probably enjoyed. I had no time for that in my life right now, but what I did have time for was getting pissed out of my mind. The taxi driver dropped us off god knows where, Erin gave him the directions, and we both rushed inside this club. Before I knew it, I'd had about 7 different kinds of shots as well as more glasses of red wine than I could count. Matty's favourite. Fuck him, I hate that he always found a way back into my head.
"Chloe" Erin yelled "We should really think about heading back now" we were both pretty drunk (still probably not as drunk as Amy) and had decided to leave. As we did so, I stumbled into this guy. He seemed really tall, had huge muscles and was wearing the tightest clothing you could imagine. Could you get anymore unattractive?
"Where you going babes?" he said to me grabbing my arm back. Who the fuck did he think he was?
"I'm leaving" I said sternly.
This man chuckled to himself before saying "No your not" and grabbed me by the waist.
Erin saw that this creep of a human being had started getting rather forceful and with no hesitation she grabbed the nearest empty beer bottle and smashed it over his head. Fuck. A massive group of people gasped and many started to corner us. If anything, this situation had now worsened as some random person starting beating the shit out of Erin. I obviously intervened, trying to help, but got slapped across my face so hard blood started dripping from my forehead. I was in panic mode. What the fuck could I do? With all the strength I had left, I grabbed Erin by her hand and quickly dragged her out. She had practically broken her fucking nose and definitely a rib or two.
"You fucking idiot" I screamed, carrying her down an alleyway behind the club.
With no hesitation, I pulled out my phone to call Matty. As much as I didn't want to see him right now, he'd know what to do. I dialled and almost instantly he picked up. I couldn't help but start to cry.
"Chlo..." he said "Chloe, what is it? Are you hurt? Chloe answer me!"
I started balling my eyes out but somehow had quickly managed to explain the situation to him and as soon as I'd finished, he was already on his way. He really did care.

Suddenly, two flashing headlights lit up the dark alleyway both Erin and I were sat in and I'd never been more relieved to see that it was Matty. He'd also brought Pia and Adam, my guess being as they were the only two sober. They both rushed over to help carry Erin to the car whilst Matty ran towards me; his face completely transfixed on mine.
"Matty" I cried, hugging him so tightly.
He lifted my head to see the horrible wound I know had, blood still slightly dripping. He placed his hand on my cheek, not caring with the blood he now had on it, and forced his lips against mine. This kiss seemed to last forever, the way his lips felt against mine were indescribable. He rested his forehead on mine before taking his hands off my cheeks to wipe away my tears.
"Don't ever scare me like that again" he whispered in my ear "Do you fucking understand me?" he sounded so angry when he asked this, but I kinda liked it.
I nodded in agreement, slightly speechless by this change in tone and grabbed his hand as we started walking to the car. Before we got inside, he stopped to say something to me.
"Chlo, I'm so sorry" he said, so sincerely.
I felt so guilty, I hated when he did this to me. I stood in silence, signalling for him to continue.
"I really like you. A lot actually. It's hard for me to say this out loud but since meeting you, I'm the happiest I've been in a fucking while. I'm scared saying this will ruin it. Sincerity is scary you know but you need to hear it. Going on tour without you will fuck me up massively, more than you can imagine so, I'm asking you... Chloe come with me" as he finished nervously saying this, a massive smile brightened up his face. I instantly wanted to say yes but I have a life here. Yes my job is the shittiest thing ever, but it's what I have to do. I can't just up and leave for a boy that likes me. Can I?
"Matty" he seemed on edge as I started to say this "Is it okay if I think about it?"
"Of course babe" he said, kissing me on the cheek.
And with that, we both got in the car and left.

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